I love to write informative articles, and poems. I have a daughter that is disabled, that I love dearly. We both love Chinese food, and watching great movies.
About my Loss:
I feel regret beyond all comprehension. I'm suffering from regret, along with my daughter. It's hard to mcve forward, when the past is haunting you.We are both spiritual people that are trying to walk by faith, but it's very hard. Help us to walk toward peaceful tomorrows. I'm a writer and have written many articles about stressful situation.
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sorry for your looses. there is many wonderful people on this site. i have too lost my Daddy and husband within 1 year. I first lost my Daddy unexpectedly. My husband was there for Dads funeral. Little did I know that 1 year, 1 month, later my husband will also be gone!. During the grieving process of loosing my Dad, my husband was there for me 100% and helped me a lot. On 4/28/11, my husband is murdered and is a victim of a crime. Since then, my life was turned upside down! ! Til this day, I still cant seem to accept this plan of life for my son and I. Widow at the age of 26 and with a 19 month old to raise. For the past 1 year, 3 months, I have been through so much in life and faced many obstacles that I can honestly say I will never think I will still be standing today.
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Linda, thank you for reading my story and talking to me. I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your father and husband. I am not sure why you feel regretful, but i can relate. My little brother was alwauswanting me to party with him and i just wanted him to get his high school diploma and I knewbringing him around drugs and alcohol wasn't the way to show him that education was important. Now, i wish I would have partied.with him every night! It's so hard to think about the future. To think how my kids and husband won't ever know my beautiful baby brother. Sometimes I feel like I don't want to go on, but i have to for my parents and 2 other siblings...
I am so sorry for your loss. The journey of caregiving is extremely difficult. The loss of our especially loved dear ones is unspeakable.
There are so many different ideas about what happens to us when we die. Religion teaches many different…"
"I just feel like I am in a fog. I have a little dog that is at least ten years old. She adored my Mom & she has really grieved for her. I know how you feel about your dog. I worry about her. She is all I have. …"
"Me too Brett, I sit here an look at my 12 year old Labrador and I know he is on borrowed time, and my heart breaks, losing him will be something that I am not looking forward to.
As you said Brett, we have the live our lives until we are called…"
"Yes, I was looking at something that popped up on my Yahoo news feed. It was an article naming 106 celebrities who have passed away in 2019. So many names and faces that I remembered. Now they are gone, and they aren't coming back. Their time…"
"Brett so true she was my security blanket
I feel like I have no one to lean on that understood me like her
You know what keeps coming in my mind. How true it is and scary that everything has a beginning and an end."
"I hear it all the time you don’t know how lucky you were that your mother wasn’t sick and you didn’t have to take care of her I say to them lucky I was lucky that my mother died and I was not right by her side to tell her I love…"
"M, the problem is that our security blankets were ripped away.
Like you, sometimes I am glad to be sad. I feel like I am closer to my mom when I am crying. At least, her memory is fresher with me when I am in that zone.
I feel like the hard reality…"
"Theresa, millions, billions of people have lost their moms. Sometimes someone will tell me that they have lost their mom, too, but they were able to deal with it, and they wonder why I haven't dealt with it as well. This may sound like an…"
"Me too ...I was sitting marking a paper yesterday and suddenly realized that I can’t see or talk to my mother about this or anything else and the tears came. But I’m glad to think of her, in a way I can be glad to be sad sometimes.…"
"I sometimes will just be sitting down and I start to cry because I keep thinking I miss my mom so much my whole world is just not the same I think that I’ve become a different person it will be four years and I still cry
I can’t put into…"
"Definitely a colder world now. I like the image of the security blanket — like, as we go forward, we will always keep it but eventually may be able to wash it, fold it nicely, and put it in some place of honour close at hand but without…"
"It is such a traumatic event, especially when you have had a wonderful Mom. It is so hard knowing she is gone. Knowing this is permanent. There is no one that can fill the void she left. My brother was close to Mom, but he…"
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"While I never forget that my mom is gone, for some reason it just hits me over the head sometimes. Just out of the blue I'll be like, "Mom is gone." It's horrible. It's ever present. And the thing is that it is always with…"
"My Mom also. I could always talk to her about anything & knew she was someone I could totally trust. I am constantly thinking of something I want to share with her & then I remember she is gone. I loved spending time with…"
"It is still numbing to think my Mom is gone & I can't talk to her or see her again. I lost part of me when she passed. Someone said the restless feelings I have are really anxiety. Daily crying is part of my life. …"
"I would rather cry on the outside than on the inside. Crying on the outside is a release. I am really tired of being sad. I'm also tired of being scared. Life without my mom still seems like a scary proposition. All we can do is to continue to…"