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I feel so lost and alone
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Hello all. I lost my dad 9 years ago this coming July this mother’s day I lost my best friend. I am having a hard time copying. When I lost my dad I had by best friend who was like a sister to me to…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Chris Jun 11.

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Chris left a comment for Faith
"My heart goes out to you Faith. Peace and healing to you."
Jun 12
Chris replied to Faith's discussion I feel so lost and alone
"Sending you blessings and light."
Jun 11
Faith replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"Counseling is a good thing I have been in it since I was 10 when I had my first loss when I lost my mom. Not ashamed to admit I am now in my 30s and still in it to cope"
Jun 4
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"They all are in counseling now"
Jun 3
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"I just don know how to stay strong for them, I have to learn things I’ve never have before....it’s very overwhelming "
Jun 3
Faith replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"I was going to ask how your kids are doing. I know I was not a kid when I lost him I was in my early 20’s but it traumatized me. Especially finding him and no matter how old I was or am now it’s like I feel orphaned. I lost my mom when I…"
Jun 3
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"Don’t they know what they leave behind,it’s awlful, I have to make sure my kids are ok, I have to be strong, it just really sucks"
Jun 3
Faith left a comment for Alice B
"I am so sorry for you sending you hugs wish i could do more for you my heart goes out to you"
Jun 3
Faith replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"You no my dad tried 4 times before he actually succeeded so I never really thought he would do it either not successful yet all the other times he attempted he showed it and I was able to get him help. This last time he didn’t e en show he was…"
Jun 3
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"It’s just so messed up"
Jun 3
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"I always thought just never really thought he would "
Jun 3
Faith replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"Still though you did not make him do what he did just like I didn’t make my dad so what he did. But I still blame my self about my dad as well like what I could of done different yet I had no idea he was going to do what he did"
Jun 3
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"I sent him away that night"
Jun 3
Alice B and Faith are now friends
Jun 3
Faith replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"Alice I still feel this way after 9 years. I mean over time it does get easier however that pain never goes away. I am so sorry for your loss. One thing I will tell you do not blame yourself. I spent years blaming myself and it just doesn’t…"
Jun 3
Alice B replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"I understand, I only just lost my husband to suicide 2 months ago and I don’t understand how it will ever feel better again"
Jun 3

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I lost my dad to suicide 9 years ago & on mother’s day of this year (2019) I lost my best friend to cancer.

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At 11:31pm on June 12, 2019, Chris said…
My heart goes out to you Faith. Peace and healing to you.
 
 
 

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