"Thanks Morgan for commenting on my profile page. Wow...What u described that u go through every day of every year is exactly how I feel. I lost my girlfriend/fiance of 5 years to suicide. I know without a doubt in my mind that she is my soul mate so…"
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Angela
- 57, Female
- La Porte, TX
- United States
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- About Me:
- I became a widow in october 2016. My second husband was the love of my life, together four years and married three of them. My sons are grown and out of the home. I work full time and have two dogs that are great company.
- About my Loss:
- My husband had been in and out of the hospital for several years with internal bleeding issues. Hemoglobin always low and a hereditary platelet disorder that causes blood to clot and bleed, over and over. His final hospitalization was for a blood clot on the left side of his brain. The medical teams worked hard to keep the bleeding under control for six days but it would not stop. He then was in a coma and had no brain function. Palliative care was done and he died peacefully while I held him. There is no laughter at home, I miss his jokes and can't remember any of them. We were affectionate and now there is nothing. Grief counseling helps but I have to make it a weekly session, I think. My sons are grown and live kind of close, but are busy and I don't want to burden them or anyone so I always say I am ok or fine. I can be more honest with a friend who is a widow of six months and was married almost 50 years. Or a cousin who is widowed twice and her adult daughter died a few years ago. But they have their pain so I am looking here for something to help me.
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Losing Someone to Cancer
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I miss my Mom!
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Lost My Spouse...
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why me why us
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Being the Other Woman/Ot…
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morgan left a comment for Jennifer"Jennifer,
If there was anything at all I could say, I would. No one who hasn't lost the love of their life can understand the amount of pain that stays with us for a very long time. I know at four years I was still banging…"
maria left a comment for Michael"sorry for your loss I lost my husband feb 2016 its been rough I was married 44yrs"
Linda Engberg commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer"I feel it all depends on the relationship, no matter if man or woman."
Avi commented on Karen's group I miss my Mom!"Hi All,
Hows everybody doing? Theressa, Brett, Adams, Virginia?"
M Adams commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer"Have heard the same thing about men and loneliness, based on the assumption that women usually have richer and more developed social networks, a wider range of relationships, etc. Of course this isn’t true of all women, though it seems…"
M Adams joined Katherine Ellis's group
Losing Someone to Cancer
This is for anyone who has lost somone to cancer. I lost my adopted Mom to breast cancer some years ago. She was everything I could have asked for. She loved me because I was just me. She also loved my family and children as if they were her own.See More
Michael Thompson commented on Katherine Ellis's group Losing Someone to Cancer"In my opinion as a Widower by 4 and a half years, men find dealing with being alone and loneliness harder than woman, this is what widows I meet tell me. I strive on a daily basis to at least be less anxious, but I miss my right arm in my…"
Linda Engberg commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse..."This past week we lost a young man of 24 with three children, If there is a God why would he take this young man instead of me who's life is over.
I really question my faith."
Joe Kelly commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us"Our suffering is unbelievable and unbearable Dream Moon. We just jave to believe that there is an afterlife where we will be reunited with those we love. That's all I live for now. To die to be with my Loving wife. I…"
dream moon JO B commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us"wearss my mannerss gon joe sorry on yore loss 2"
dream moon JO B commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us"i no so sad joe
loss dear frinedd few days go way she sufferdd coz of illness wz cruell coz she wz a veryy sweet kind lady "
Joe Kelly commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us"Why I don't know, but everyone dies someday. There is a lot of evil in our world who do terrible things. I'm sorry for your loss. I too suffer the loss of my wife and afraid my daughter will die soon from cancer. …"
dream moon JO B commented on dream moon JO B's group why me why us"stilllasky why
moree loss siness i postedd on hear"
dream moon JO B commented on Anna-Marie's blog post When does the crying stop."it can go on/off for yrs it can
do not t not let no 1 tell u way u shud feal or mkee u feal baf bad for grieff or los loss
lst 7 yrs iv go thruu a multii loss of pepplee
evn a cat i had for 16/17 yrss i loss 2
peplee say or…"
dream moon JO B posted a blog postwhy do god let wong 1s die or sufferrr
i no iv askt stuff on off l hav for 7 yrs on hear on off sineses iv bean hearwhy duzegot let gooodd gud pepplee suffrwen u get bad pepplee it kill or hyrtt hurtt not suffr 1 bit in lifee suffrr gud peepplee i no suffr coz of god i ask why]wen bad pepllee do bad stuff lk kill rapee molestr peppllee go free not be punchessd ty do not i get mad wen i hear kids died peplee it do no harmm 2 no 1 die bad detahtss deathss y thy doSee More
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