Alma P
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  • San Diego, CA
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Alma P posted a status
"After the past 2 years of back and forth.... I feel like I'm no longer the same person I was 2 years ago."
May 29, 2021
Alma P posted a status
"I want to scream... and then I want to go on a long ass walk with my dogs. I miss my sister so much"
Mar 21, 2021
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Mar 4, 2021
Alma P posted a status
"I lost my sister Catherine this morning. She is one of my best friends. We did so many things together... I am broken"
Dec 4, 2020
Alma P left a comment for Pete
"That is difficult to read without tears welling up in my eyes. I empathize. I've also lost a man I love. For me, the teeter-totter of emotions connected to the memories was chaotic for a while. I couldn't or maybe wouldn't move. A day…"
Sep 22, 2020
Alma P posted a status
"The stuck feeling has lifted."
Sep 22, 2020
Alma P commented on ash's blog post ...
"Some days I want to sit in my closet with a blanket wrapped around me as I remember the sound of his voice saying my name. "Alma, Alma, Alma" like I was a trouble maker. It reminds me that we both existed at the same time and shared so…"
Aug 31, 2020
Alma P commented on Miriam Holmes's blog post A Poem for Us
"My light honors yours. Thank you for posting... its beautiful"
Aug 17, 2020
Alma P updated their profile
Aug 12, 2020
Alma P commented on Pavika's blog post more than 3 years...still lost
"Pavika,  Regrets... I have them too. I met a man in 2011. We were friends for years. I was in love with him. Yet, I never took the chance to further it. I thought I had all kind of time. I thought I was being patient. Then... He committed…"
Aug 4, 2020
Alma P posted a status
"I know what I believe happens after death. Still I can't help but feel the loss of life from this plane of existence of those I love so much"
Aug 4, 2020
Alma P replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"Hi Faith,  I've lost a few of dear people in my life. This recent one was in December 2019. He was a man that meant more to me than I could explain or predict. I would have let that guy marry me. He was one of my best friends. He took his…"
Aug 4, 2020
Alma P joined donna henderson's group
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Aug 4, 2020
Alma P commented on Diana, Grief Recovery Coach's blog post After Death Communication
"Alexandra Tomko -  That is beautiful... thank you for sharing it. I loved reading it. Its horrible that you were assaulted by another man... I'm sorry to hear that it happened. I have to say that, I am amazed by your courage and strength…"
Aug 1, 2020
Alma P commented on Patty Szafarski's blog post When does the fear and anxiety go away?
"Hey Patty,  That is a whole lot to go through. I too am having a rough year and can relate to those emotions. I am no stranger to losing people that I love. The latest one so far, would be Last December 2019.  I lost a man that I love to…"
Jul 31, 2020
Joe von Anjou replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling
"Thank you, Alma. I appreciate it."
Jul 29, 2020

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About Me:
42. mother to 2 adults, enjoy gardening, yoga, archery, beach days, leisurely strolls, checking out the zoo, Disneyland, etc.
I have past trauma issues which doesn't mix too well when a sudden loss of a loved one occurs in my life. I have been overwhelmed since December 2019. Then this year of Corona 2020 has just added to the chaos I already have in my head. I just want to have somewhere to go and communicate with people who don't tell me "to get over it cause I'm choosing to live with misery."
I know death is inevitable and I believe that our energy transfers after our bodies have ceased functions. However, I haven't found a way to transition to letting go without some difficulty. I found this site during one of my searches while researching how to deal with the issues I am experiencing on one of my many sleepless nights. I'm hoping a social bereavement group will help out.
About my Loss:
Very dear male friend of mine committed suicide in December 2019. Where ever I am in the process of that... feels like I'm stuck.
I have a past history of losing my father and paternal grandfather to cancer. Lost an uncle on my father side to sudden brain hemorrhage. Another uncle died after a long history of complications to Multiple Sclerosis.
A best friend from high school, was killed in a drive by shooting and that one was extremely hard for me as well. Great paternal maternal great grand mother to natural causes of old age.
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At 11:06pm on May 16, 2025, Erica Woodward said…

I need to have a word privately,Could you please get back to me on ( mrs.ericaw1@gmail.com)Thanks.

 
 
 

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Walter Craig posted a discussion

...both parents

I lost my mama to cancer after her 10 month battle with Vulvar Cancer and I had to witness some very horrific days. She suffered so much and I tried to be there with her as much as I could but she did not survive this monster and passed away.my dad was also battening lung disease and he passed away 7 weeks later. I am 32 and no siblings and no family of my own.some days I feel lost and I don't know if I can carry on...See More
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Speed Weasel posted a blog post

The Wheels on (My Grief) Bus Go Round and Round...

New Year - 2025!At the start of the year I returned to Thailand for another medical mission.  This was my fourth trip for this and I was somewhat ready/prepared for the heightened emotions.  Not sure why...no real connection to Jen or her accident, but in the past these trips offer some extended alone time, away from others, away from people that speak the same language and as such seem to bring the thoughts back to the forefront.  Strangely, the same levels of emotionality were not there.  Not…See More
May 30
Speed Weasel commented on Dottie's status
"Dottie, do you find the anniversary dates to still be as emotionally difficult as the first couple times?  I find that some years, it is very fresh and raw, others almost (almost) slip by without fanfare."
May 30
Speed Weasel replied to Mabel Murphy's discussion My husband passed away
"So sorry for you with his passing. That is rough, that there has been so much time between the initial diagnosis and the final moments.  On top of the 'normal' grief, you may also start to feel relief, which is likely to add to the…"
May 30
LP is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
May 28
Mabel Murphy posted a discussion

My husband passed away

My husband passed away last Saturday after a long illness. His memorial service is next week. We have three boys, ages 14, 11, and 6. I'm glad I found this place. It seems to be a place of great caring and support. I actually registered here a while before my husband's passing, as I was grieving for his loss after he entered a nursing home. He had been there since the end of 2008, after being diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's disease in 2006 and deteriorating quickly. He was only 58 when…See More
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