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Alma P posted a status

"After the past 2 years of back and forth.... I feel like I'm no longer the same person I was 2 years ago."

May 29, 2021

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Alma P posted a status

"I want to scream... and then I want to go on a long ass walk with my dogs. I miss my sister so much"

Mar 21, 2021

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Alma P and Rosie are now friends

Mar 4, 2021

Alma P posted a status

"I lost my sister Catherine this morning. She is one of my best friends. We did so many things together... I am broken"

Dec 4, 2020

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Alma P left a comment for Pete

"That is difficult to read without tears welling up in my eyes. I empathize. I've also lost a man I love. For me, the teeter-totter of emotions connected to the memories was chaotic for a while. I couldn't or maybe wouldn't move. A day…"

Sep 22, 2020

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"The stuck feeling has lifted."

Sep 22, 2020

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Alma P commented on ash's blog post ...

"Some days I want to sit in my closet with a blanket wrapped around me as I remember the sound of his voice saying my name. "Alma, Alma, Alma" like I was a trouble maker. It reminds me that we both existed at the same time and shared so…"

Aug 31, 2020

Alma P commented on Miriam Holmes's blog post A Poem for Us

"My light honors yours. Thank you for posting... its beautiful"

Aug 17, 2020

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Aug 12, 2020

Alma P commented on Pavika's blog post more than 3 years...still lost

"Pavika, Regrets... I have them too. I met a man in 2011. We were friends for years. I was in love with him. Yet, I never took the chance to further it. I thought I had all kind of time. I thought I was being patient. Then... He committed…"

Aug 4, 2020

Alma P posted a status

"I know what I believe happens after death. Still I can't help but feel the loss of life from this plane of existence of those I love so much"

Aug 4, 2020

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Alma P replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide

"Hi Faith, I've lost a few of dear people in my life. This recent one was in December 2019. He was a man that meant more to me than I could explain or predict. I would have let that guy marry me. He was one of my best friends. He took his…"

Aug 4, 2020

Alma P joined donna henderson's group

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if you have lost someone by suicide post your thoughts here.

Aug 4, 2020

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Alma P commented on Diana, Grief Recovery Coach's blog post After Death Communication

"Alexandra Tomko - That is beautiful... thank you for sharing it. I loved reading it. Its horrible that you were assaulted by another man... I'm sorry to hear that it happened. I have to say that, I am amazed by your courage and strength…"

Aug 1, 2020

Alma P commented on Patty Szafarski's blog post When does the fear and anxiety go away?

"Hey Patty, That is a whole lot to go through. I too am having a rough year and can relate to those emotions. I am no stranger to losing people that I love. The latest one so far, would be Last December 2019. I lost a man that I love to…"

Jul 31, 2020

Joe von Anjou replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling

"Thank you, Alma. I appreciate it."

Jul 29, 2020

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About Me:: 42. mother to 2 adults, enjoy gardening, yoga, archery, beach days, leisurely strolls, checking out the zoo, Disneyland, etc.
I have past trauma issues which doesn't mix too well when a sudden loss of a loved one occurs in my life. I have been overwhelmed since December 2019. Then this year of Corona 2020 has just added to the chaos I already have in my head. I just want to have somewhere to go and communicate with people who don't tell me "to get over it cause I'm choosing to live with misery."
I know death is inevitable and I believe that our energy transfers after our bodies have ceased functions. However, I haven't found a way to transition to letting go without some difficulty. I found this site during one of my searches while researching how to deal with the issues I am experiencing on one of my many sleepless nights. I'm hoping a social bereavement group will help out.

About my Loss:: Very dear male friend of mine committed suicide in December 2019. Where ever I am in the process of that... feels like I'm stuck.
I have a past history of losing my father and paternal grandfather to cancer. Lost an uncle on my father side to sudden brain hemorrhage. Another uncle died after a long history of complications to Multiple Sclerosis.
A best friend from high school, was killed in a drive by shooting and that one was extremely hard for me as well. Great paternal maternal great grand mother to natural causes of old age.