It's been three weeks ago today sense I last saw him, and tomorrow will mark three weeks sense his death. I don't know how to live without him!!! I put on a brave face around friends and family, I tell them that I'm OK, but inside that's not how I'm feeling, inside I'm dying!!! I randomly start crying uncontrollably when I think about my life without him. I just wish the pain will go away!!!! Please dear God, just let the pain go away!!!

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so sorry wish i ci cud wish i cud 4or e 1 on hear i cud but i cnt so sorry 

iv yeld it god why f god iv swerd it god so.on u cud say 

had silly comets off pepel its not had a loss so/on wen thy hav had a loss thy willl no abot it 

iv but brav f on 2 on/off say im ok bt insd im yellllin screamin so on why  me why so mush loss in 1 go u cud say 

dad dies multi losss so mush loss 

sinse 2012 2012 w oss loss thn 2013 loss 2014 loss 2015 loss 2016 loss yea why 

i yell it god giv me a chnc 2 grieff i do 

soorry if iv rant on 2 much or saed wong thngs so sorry

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