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I get so angry at myself, at the whole situation!!! I'm so tired and angry for feeling this way over and over!! there are days where I'm OK, and then all of a sudden I'm reliving his death all over…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Linda m Apr 5, 2016.

make the pain stop
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It's been three weeks ago today sense I last saw him, and tomorrow will mark three weeks sense his death. I don't know how to live without him!!! I put on a brave face around friends and family, I…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by dream moon JO B Mar 6, 2016.

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About my Loss:
I RECENTLY LOST MY COMPANION OF 8.5 YEARS JUST OVER A WEEK AGO, IT'S THE HARDEST THING I'VE EVER HAD TO GO THROUGH, BUT I KNOW I NEED TO MOVE FORWARD, AS THEY SAY, "LIFE GOES ON" BUT IT'S AN AWFUL FEELING TO LIVE ON WITH OUT HIM IN MY LIFE.

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At 10:43am on April 27, 2016, Kay said…

I'm so sorry Flora.  It feels so much like a piece of you went with them when they left.  I thought we had our whole life in front of us.  Sometimes life just doesn't make sense.  All the best to you as well, Flora.  I'm here anytime you'd like to chat.  

At 10:50pm on April 5, 2016, Pamela Frey said…
I lost my husband after a twent years of marriage to agressive metastatic cancer. The only thing keeping me sane are counting all the good things but also knowing the pain from losing g my Dad when I was twelve. You carry the love and learn to dance in the rain. Sometimes you just have to scream, cry, and then go on. You can do this! Be strong and talk to you self like he was there with you because he is as long as he is still in your heart.
At 6:52pm on March 6, 2016, Jane said…

I'm so sorry :(  It's such horrible pain I know :(  I'm so very sorry.  I lost my Mom 16 months ago and it's awful.  There is nothing we can do about the pain.. we just have to endure it.  I know how awful it is, I was just there.  I hate to say it gets easier, cause I never wanted to hear that, I just wanted to hear my Mom would be back.  The absolutely only consolation I had and the only thing that stopped me from killing myself was that I loved my mother to the moon and back and she loved me.  I cried through that love... every day.  Try to hold on to the love... try really hard... I know it hurts, it hurt so much... but hold on to the love.  I'm so sorry... I understand :(

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Lonely without him!!

It's been two weeks ago today that I found my boyfriend in his bed deceased. I had this awful feeling all day that something was wrong!! I hadn't heard from him all day, and that was unlike him not to call or text me, and when he didn't respond to my calls and text, then I knew something wasn't right!!!! I was in such a panic the whole way there, praying please let him be OK!!! When I walked in and say him, it was the biggest shock of my life!!! my whole would stood still, in that split…

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