Paige Anne Lovelace
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  • Shelby, OH
  • United States
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About Me:
I am 43 years old and I have been divorced for 23 years and I am a domestic violence and Rape survivor.
About my Loss:
Being Raped I grieved for the loss of the person I could have become and I lost my mom to Ovarian Cancer and my Dad to lung disease.

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Mommy

I can't believe that you have been gone for ten years. It seems like yesterday we were fighting for your life. It was a battle you couldn't win though.I HATE OVARIAN CANCER! I was so angry at God for taking you away from us because you so wanted to live and be healed and he couldn't do that for us and it hurt me. I walked away from God mommy because I was so hurt but I came back to him because I couldn't hurt your memory like that. I feel so aimless since you have been gone because you were my… Continue

Posted on June 17, 2010 at 9:20am

LiveStrong

Yesterday I went to our local LiveStrong Event here in town. I am so glad I did. I couldn't run but I did put a whole bunch of names on the chain of hope. Some survived cancer and some didn't. Mommy didn't! I came to support the runners and walkers and riders in her memory.There are so many times yesterday when they were talking that I was thinking that if they ever cure Ovarian Cancer it would not be able to help Mommy but it would help other women. I am trying still to…

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Posted on May 24, 2010 at 10:52am

Just Thinking about you today Mom

I have been thinking alot about you today mom and I don't know why. I guess because I was talking to friend of mine on Facebook about what you and dad did for Michael. There were so many times I counted on you and you came through and I could never have repayed you for those times. Now I can't and it bothers me alot. Did you ever know how much you meant to me? Did I say I love you enough? Did I tell you I appreciated you enough? I love you mom so much! Paige

Posted on May 18, 2010 at 10:24am

Rape Grief

I totally believe that you grieve over the loss of yourself when you are raped. I am a survivor of rape and I can honestly say that I greived over the parts of me that were taken away from the rape and I am not sure even now as healed as I have been that they will come back,. I mourn for the trusting way I used to be because I am not that way anymore. And I mourn for the happiness I lost in my life. It has not been an easy road but I am making it slowly back maybe not to the person I was but a… Continue

Posted on May 15, 2010 at 9:01am — 1 Comment

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At 10:57am on May 17, 2010, Pastor Jenine Marie Mason said…
Hello Paige, Thank you for becoming a friend. I send you best wishes and a blessing to your heart. Today is my son's birthday. He would have been 32. He was murdered while in the army. He was 20 at the time, so we are going on 12 years without him here with us. It gets easier but the heartache for him is the same. I think the love never dies and it is the love we all feel for him that causes us (the kids and I ) to ache inside. Again, blessings.
At 11:24am on May 15, 2010, Kirstine Rushing said…
I think the book I suggested "The Shack" would be great for you to read during this painful 10 year mark. It will remind you of all the things taught you and told you about the Lord and how wonderful he is even in the face of tragedy. I miss my mom too, but like you, I know she is in a better place. Selfishly, I just wish I didn't have to lose her this early in life. I am 32 and have 2 small kids and am pregnant with my 3rd. I am dreading the Labor and Delivery room w/out her b/c she has always held my hand in the past.
At 3:59pm on May 14, 2010, Kirstine Rushing said…
Hi Paige,
I am so sorry about your Mom. I know how devestating it is. I lost my mom to lung cancer on Jan 22 of this year. She was my best friend. She never smoked but got lung cancer of all things. Cancer is just so horrible. I am sorry you lost her and I think, like you, I will still be the same 10 years from now. Not a minute goes by that I don't wince in pain knowing that I won't ever be able to hold her again. But I now this world we live in is only our temporary home and soon we will be together again in Heaven forever. It is knowing the Lord and knowing that that gets me through the really hard times. You will be in my prayers. If you want to chat more, just email me kirstinerushing@hotmail.com. Hugs (((())))K
 
 
 

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