Thank you.
I am also sorry to hear of your loss as well. The love of my life rolled his jeep near Tahoe when I was 23; I only had 3-3 1/2 years with him, but they were some of the happiest days of my life. The only thing I can say to you to try to help is to be thankful for all the time you had together, and the love you got to share. Of course you are already thankful for the children you got to have together. He will live on through them as well as you. I wasn't fortunate enough to bring my love's child into the world to be with me when I lost him. So, look for your love in your children's eyes. He will be there, as he is in your heart.
Courtney