1 week ago   i was  sick been  in the  E.r  this week  and  when i  come  home   i  had  a shadow crossed from me  and  told me  Go  see the Doctor,  and  she   told me to get checked out,  deeply  i know  i miss  my mom  but  i   think  she  was  looking   down  on me   and   making  sure   i was  taken  care off.   as  my surgey  date  coming up  i am missing  my  moma  because  she  was  the  one  there  for  me for surgeys   and   taking   me  to these  things  and   back  home  to  her  house   and  until  i was  better ,   now  i am  on my own  and  dont  have  her  no more   wut  do u  do..   deeply   i know she is  with  her family now    but what about  me.  i am lost  with  out  her  still  and   its  going  on  2 years  in nov.  i really  hope   this  will give   me  peace and  plus  for  everyone  else   whos    going  throu  the  same thing  as  i am. 

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