everyday my heart hurts, to breathe hurts. but the tears still fall each and every day. I feel so empty and so alone. I would give anything to hear  MOM, to hear shawns voice, to see that beautiful smile once more. I tell myself every day he will come home back to me. I feel without this ill lose it, ill break. im in such a deep dark place and there will never ever be light again. this is just a dark dream, and I cant wake up. I hope to hold him soon, I pray to. my shawn my love of my life my son. forever loved   mom

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Comment by j l carver on November 29, 2014 at 11:27pm
I hate to say it stops but it doesn't, it does lessen and ease for times and you can get on with others in your life. so long ago I was told it would get easier, that the pain would stop,to ' get over it'...l will never get over it or stop talking to my daughter I lost...don't ever feel you need to let go, but DO feel free to move on..

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