July 2010 Blog Posts (6)

Brittany

Monday, July 26th marks 4 months since my daughter's death. Has it gotten any easier? I think sometimes yeah, sure it has....but wait, I must be delusional...this is NOT easy, and it's something I will probably never get over and find true peace. My peace would be me holding my daughter and telling her how much I love her and miss her. That was taken away from me...I'm still bitter, bewildered, angry, and sad. I miss YOU so much.

Added by Pam Brooks on July 24, 2010 at 2:05pm — No Comments

I lost my soul mate - UPDATE

Life is getting easier, now that I've come to terms with the fact that I've still got one. My kids are coping, and I'm coping. We've started picking up the pieces by just bending over and doing it!

I've got school and employment in the pipeline, I've started repairing my credit so we can someday buy a house. I've started reinstating my authority with my children and acting as head of household. We have our bills paid, we have food in the kitchen, and we have lots of time in…

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Added by April Gabbert on July 18, 2010 at 3:54pm — No Comments

I Lost My Soul Mate

My husband and I were meant to be together. We knew the moment we met. We moved in together after two month's of dating, and married after two years of living together. We had one child together, and each had children from previous relationships, but we were all a family. I was so proud, am so proud, of my husband. He was the most intelligent man I'd ever known, next to my father. He was beautiful, charming, funny, an amazing father, and held a successful career. We had Sixteen fantastic…

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Added by April Gabbert on July 13, 2010 at 1:19pm — 1 Comment

Brittany, my angel

It's been almost 3 months since my daughter passed away. I grieve for every day and will probably grieve for her until I die. I miss her so much! Today I went to my nephew's birthday party, but 1 person was missing. Last year she and I went together. This has been the first time when Brittany was not with me. It was bittersweet. I cried in the car but held it together while there.

Thank you for letting me share this. God bless you all!

Pam

Added by Pam Brooks on July 10, 2010 at 11:24pm — 1 Comment

Almost a year

Mom,



I hate that you're gone. I haven't been able to sleep well lately and I'm irritable. The one year anniversary of when you left me is in two days. It doesn't seem like it's been a whole year. I have so many regrets when it comes to you. I'm sorry that I stopped talking to you. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to accept all your apologies and forgive you for hurting me. I'm sorry I was stubborn. I'm sorry I'll never get a chance to tell you I love you again. I'm sorry I wasn't there to… Continue

Added by Dani Moses on July 10, 2010 at 1:56am — No Comments

It's been two months without my mom and I miss her so much..

Hello everyone I am new at this. So please bear with me. My mother passed away on April 20, 2010. This was sudden and unexpected. She was at work when she had a brain hemorrhage on April 17, 2010. She was 61 years old and so full of life. She was a real estate agent (she like to make dream homes come true). In fact I remember that she had called me that morning to tell me that she was signing a contract that afternoon and to not to call her but to meet her for dinner at my aunts… Continue

Added by angelica enciso on July 1, 2010 at 11:25pm — 1 Comment

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