What a beautiful name you have! I am sorry for the loss you have suffered and the grief that you are experiencing. I understand the hurt you are feeling. I think that it is affecting my personality, I know that I have no patience for anyone anymore. If I want to talk about Sarah with my spouse I get this look like here we go! I think its rude. It hasnt even been a month. I cry out in our game room so that no one can hear me and its my time with Sarah. No one will stop me from spending time with her memories. Sarah is a part of my daily life both in life and in death. She lives within me and is a part of who I am.
I am here for you anytime, please stay in touch you will be in my thoughts and prayers!