I am a mother of one child (Forrest), lost before his time 10/19/21. I cannot fathom how to go on. I’m not sure even how to do this or live each day anymore.
About my Loss:
Forrest was 27 when he died in October. In more than one way, he took me with him. My heart is more than broken. I cry every single day and pray God will take me from this world and relieve my unbearable pain. I came here to grieve with the grieving. As C.S. Lewis said “Perhaps the grieving should be isolated like lepers.” There’s truth in that especially for the loss of an only child. No one else can understand.
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"I can understand how that makes it even more difficult, having become a couple on that occasion.
I don't want to live without him, and I just don't feel that will ever change. So, it all seems so futile to go through this every day. "
"Thanks, Drewtoo. It sucks, and I'm sorry you are having to deal with it too. NYE is our anniversary (not our wedding anniversary, our "officially became a couple" anniversary), so it was always special to us. Since he died…"