Just lost my soul mate & lover & best friend of 14 years & can't cope with this. Dealing with it in private is unbearable. The pain excrutiating. Such a shock. We had so much left! We needed more time! Our love is a very rare & exceptional one & I can't & never will grasp the fact that he is no longer with me. The mental, emotional, intellectual & physical gifts he gave me & we shared are never to be again & I can't deal with it. Life is empty & I really don't want to be alive now.
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Suzy I would definitely love to keep the group alive and reach out. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to comment under your comment on my wall or come here still learning. I think this is the lonliest place in the world. I look at his wife's Facebook and see all the condolences offered for her and his mother and siblings. I see how they all lean on each other while I have to hide in the bathroom and cry alone. I see stuff his siblings post that I think that's exactly how I feel and how I would love to cry with someone that loved him too.
"Strike those vacations below, they'll never be another one. Went on a memorial cruise with my daughter and family four months after she passed because she was so looking forward to it. It hurt enough to know they'll be no more."
"Yes Elynn, the loneliness. That's painful. They're not here and always was. Our best friend, lover, and most precious thing we had. We were lucky enough to spend the last 8 1/2 years together, joined at the…"
"Every day for me is the same day she passed. Not a joyful or even an ok moment. I spend a little time with the children and grands and do my best to hide my emotions, but they all know how I am inside, even the youngest grand at age 4…"
"Avi, I don't know if we can rethink our emotions that way. Our emotions are what they are, although reason can help us form our emotions and hopefully change them for the better. I don't know if my mom can hear me or not. I certainly…"
"How are you all doing?
I had bad last 2 days. Felt lot of guilt and cried. There were some moments which made me remember my mother.
Also I hear comforting words by a lady that people who have gone from this world can still feel your…"
"I wonder how i am managing. Not well and to be onest today I wanted to just set a date with death. I am approaching seven years of being without him and though I function towards the outside world better and my crying has lessened but at the…"
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