I lost my little brother to Suicide in June of 2015, I struggle with talking about him seeing pictures and others talking about him I break into a huge tears.
I miss you so freaking much some days. Most days you are with me and in my mind everywhere I go, so many questions I ask as I look to the sky, and look at pictures of you, so many unanswered question, so much love and so much brokenness, so many many tears. Abe it has been 8 months today, without your smile, without your voice, without your quirkiness and how you loved bugging everyone, didn't matter who it was, and Without your Presence, we notice the presence that you always brought in the room, your void is felt. Words can't express how I truly feel, watch over these little girls of yours. I love you Abe, I miss you and until I see you again!! Rest Peacefully
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