I'm not sure if I'm in the right place. 15 years ago I found my husband hanging in our garage. Within days I found out he hadn't paid any bills our house was in foreclosure and he had been fired. Now I am reliving finding him and the panic. I didn't get to go through and take my time. I bottled all the feelings inside for years. Now they are coming out as anger, sadness and panic. I found out he was cheating on me after so I just didn't think I wanted to keep anything of his. Now I lay in bed…See More
"Hi my name is Ronda. I am really going through a hard time. 15 years ago I found my husband hanging in our garage. Within a matter of days I found out none of our bills were paid, our house was in foreclosure and I had $150. I figured a funeral for…"
I'm 56, I recently moved in with my father to keep him company. I have 11 grandkids.
About my Loss:
My husband sent me and my granddaughter to the store down the road. I was back within 10 minutes. When I pulled up I saw him hanging in the garage. I lived in the country and he was to heavy to get down. It has been 12 years and I didn't allow myself to think about it. Now it's coming out in flashbacks and I'm having a real hard time. I moved to a small town haven't been able to find a counselor yet.
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