I lost a really good friend to suicide a bit over a year ago. We are both young (mid-twenties) and this is the first time I lose someone dear to me, let alone in such a way. I still feel so sad and guilty. I keep thinking about everything that happened in the months before my friend's death and everything I could have done differently. They were a very private person and I never wanted to make them uncomfortable, so I never pried into their life and just let them say whatever they wanted to. I…See More