I am a young female. Full time student studying Dental Hygiene. I have one daughter who I share custody of with her father. Live w/my sister, 2 nieces and brother. When I'm not studying or with my daughter (3), I try to stay busy by excercising or spending time w/friends.
About my Loss:
I lost my mother this past June to Ovarian Cancer. She was only 49. She was a single mother of 5 and was devoted to 3 things: her family, her job and God. She was the most unselfish and understanding person I will ever know. I just don't understand how this could have happened to her. I was active in her care and was with her from beginning to end. She lived in Phoenix and I in Tucson. Now that summer is over and I have to go back to living a "normal" life.....I just don't know how to ...move on.
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