Michelle
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  • Clearwater, FL
  • United States
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I am 38 years old a mother of one and step mother of 2. I am a Nurse and I have one older sister and had one younger sister. I live in Florida and the rest of my family live in PA. I am married to a wonderful man that supports me in everything. I am a very lucky person to have such an amazing Husband.
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I lost my baby Sister, Mindy on New Year's Eve 09. This is the hardest thing I have ever been through. She left behind 13 year old twin girls and a family who loves her so much. She had an addiction to drugs and she laid down and went to sleep and did not wake back up. It was sudden and we did not know she had relapsed. Mindy was 35 years old. I miss her so much and I am so sad. I feel like I have a big hole in me and part of me died too. I don't understand why people around me can't understand how I feel or what I am going through. I have lost my Grand Parents and that was hard, but this is different. The pain is so deep and hurts so much!

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In memory of my Sister, Mindy who passed away on New Year's Eve '09 from a drug overdose

I have never made a blog before so I am not sure what to do, but it seems that I am doing a lot of "first things" lately. My head still feels foggy and I still feel a sense of disbelief about my Baby Sister. She was only 35 years old and has 13 year old twin girls. My family is so torn and hurt so much. It feels like there is a big hole in my heart now. I just want this pain to stop. My baby Sister started experimenting with drugs when she was very young. We have tried to help her so many times… Continue

Posted on January 25, 2010 at 6:36am — 5 Comments

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At 6:27pm on January 26, 2010, beverly ann said…
My mother passed away 5-21-09.I still feel like it was yesterday sometimes.I miss her so much.My heart goes out to you.I know how bad it hurts you.You have an empty place in your heart that noone can ever fill.All were left with are memories of what we had.I'll cherish those forever.you are the only one that has even answered me.Have you had any comments from anyone?
At 8:03pm on January 24, 2010, beverly ann said…
i'm sorry for the loss of your sister.Iost my mother 5-09.I know how much it hurts to loose someone that you love.My mother was my best friend.Not a day goes by without thinking of her.I miss her so much.
 
 
 

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