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About my Loss:
I lost my father suddenly in an accident on Dec. 4, 2015.

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Building emotional walls

I have found myself to be emotionally numb and dead on the inside since I suddenly lost my dad a year ago. This has made me feel very little about others and make it hard for me to feel love. I am afraid that I will lose all of the other people in my life so I have sort of distanced myself and been unable to let new friends in. Taking with others on a personal level is painful so I have been avoiding it. I don't want to lose the people in my life that I love, just because I am not processing…

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Posted on January 17, 2017 at 9:30pm — 2 Comments

Emotional Support Dog

After my father's death, I became so emotionally unstable and I have had a lot of trouble motivating myself to do anything including being alive. My dog came to live with me 2 months ago because she gave me a sense of purpose having to take care of her and she helped me pull my self together and comfort me. I had been doing much better with her by my side and for the first time since I lost my dad I felt like I had my life together and could move forward. Today she had to go live with my mom…

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Posted on October 11, 2016 at 6:24pm — 4 Comments

Missing my Dad

I lost my father 10 months ago when I was 21. Losing a parent at this age sucks. I am going through a job search now, and he was always the person who knew a lot about that and could help me. I don't have anyone to go to now and I keep getting rejected from jobs. It makes me feel like I am not good enough or worth it. Sometimes I wish I was dead so I could be with him and not have to worry about trying to be an adult without him. 

Posted on September 27, 2016 at 3:06pm — 1 Comment

Feelings of Numbness and Emotionless

I lost my father five months ago and ever since then I have just been broken and hurting. The friends that I was counting on were not there the way they said they would be, which just hurt even more. I fell like I've just been in so much pain recently because I am not around any of the people. I can't talk to my father, my mother is too broken heated to be comforting, and I have not heard from my best friend in several weeks. I was so tired so just being in pain all the time I am…

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Posted on May 5, 2016 at 5:30pm

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At 9:54am on December 26, 2016, emma said…

I hope you had a good Christmas , merry late Christmas hugs

At 11:59am on October 27, 2016, emma said…

Mare I hope everything is well and I no how you feel about the heavy grief I feel like I'm going through that for so many years , I think everyone has walls blocking them ,I no I feel like I do .... How do we get these walls down ? ... From your friend Emma

 
 
 

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