Martee
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  • Mesa, AZ
  • United States
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Joe Kelly commented on Martee's status
"Martee, I wish I could comfort you right now but can't.  You are coming out of "shock" mode and into "reality" mode.  There are many types of losses and affect each person differently.  They say there are…"
Mar 3, 2020
Martee posted a status
"I am a fucking messss please help me! Nothing left here"
Mar 2, 2020
Martee left a comment for Linda Engberg
"I want to go so badly to! Would be sweet relief, no matter what! Living like this not a life anyone would choose. Some get it, others feel like this just an adjustment period things get better! I say noooooo hell noooo, half my soul was ripped away.…"
Mar 1, 2020
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Martee commented on Jon-Paul Ackerman's group Lost My Spouse...
"Sorry for your losses as well. I am at 30 days since my husband was overtaken by severe depression and alcoholism, he took his life at 58 yrs old, he didn’t even know he did he was so out of it. I am free falling still and my life is over, I…"
Feb 28, 2020
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Feb 28, 2020
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Maybe open yourself up, try to ride that love and passion I see in you. You loved your husband so deeply, focus on that. Maybe we are still here because we need to evolve a bit more or do something that God wants us to do. looking back I feel you…"
Feb 20, 2020
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Exactly If We are wrong we won’t know it, but we do know that we are energy (souls), basic physics says energy cannot be destroyed. Anything is better than existing here in this void!"
Feb 20, 2020
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"If you focus on the light and the good, that’s is God! I have felt it, I don’t know anything about plans or why people get taken before others but I do know that wherever that next realm  is I’m ready to go I am not…"
Feb 20, 2020
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"bluebird I can’t help but hold out hope in reading all these entries from people that some of them made it to the next realm. That is the reason we don’t hear from some anymore, because they passed on with with their loved ones.  I…"
Feb 20, 2020
bluebird left a comment for Martee
"I saw both of your posts on my profile. If nothing else, maybe rock-climbing and the like will help to distract you for a little while. And you're right, it is absolutely not fair that our beloved partners have died. I know that my husband and…"
Feb 19, 2020
Martee left a comment for Marjorie Willcox
"So sorry for your loss and pain, my soulmate died 1/29/20, been so bad for me to. I don’t let people know too much, no way I want to be taken out of my house. I feel like some people just want to watch me crash and are more nosey than…"
Feb 19, 2020
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"I kept my husband’s ashes, I keep them next to me all day, move them to his nightstand at night. Been 3 weeks..."
Feb 19, 2020
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Feb 17, 2020
Martee replied to bluebird's discussion My husband died, and I will never want to live without him.
"Bluebird, so sorry for you loss,your posts spoke my feelings exactly on grief and pain of living. Can you please let me know how you survived all these years. Its been just over 2 weeks and each day is an eternity for me I hope I don’t…"
Feb 16, 2020
Martee posted a status
"I don’t want this..."
Feb 16, 2020

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About Me:
I am no one now, just a broken person waiting to be taken away to the next world
About my Loss:
and soulmate lost the battle with alcoholism and depression. He Checked out in a state that did not what he was doing. He loved me so much I love him, 26 years. My life ended that day 1/29/20
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At 8:49pm on February 19, 2020, bluebird said…
I saw both of your posts on my profile. If nothing else, maybe rock-climbing and the like will help to distract you for a little while. And you're right, it is absolutely not fair that our beloved partners have died. I know that my husband and I should have had a long and happy life together, and so should you and your partner; so should ever couple who are truly in love.
 
 
 

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