Lisa Townsend
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About Me:
Im a mother.
About my Loss:
so many unanswered experiences. So many thoughts. The emptiness. The searching. Learning to walk without. The all over pain within of not being able to touch,protect.kiss.guide,and to hold my son. The memories are not enough. I cant figure out what i must have done to deserve this kind of torment and pain that i will have as long as i live. The river of tears that come from nowhere that just stream down my face. Out of the blue numbness.

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paralized

I hate the days where i cant move or think. I plan on doing all these things and wake up, just to find myself numb. I think something has happened to my mind. I have to talk to him somehow. I have to know what killed him. He died in his sleep on his little boys 2cd birthday. All i know is he coughed at 8 am and was dead at 9 am. I have to know. I want him to tell me.

Posted on January 11, 2010 at 9:28am

The loss of my son, and feeling like i dont belong

14 mo after the death of my son, and i feel like i dont belong, Im in a different place than others around me. Things that used to hurt dont hurt. People seem different to me. When im driving in my car things are just gray. I hear people talk about relationships breaking up, and the cat dying ect... and how it is breaking their heart. I thought i have experienced the worst of the worst when it came to pain and heartache. When you lose a child you spend the rest of your life in torment, and… Continue

Posted on January 4, 2010 at 9:27am — 3 Comments

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At 4:33pm on January 4, 2010, Laura Villarreal said…
Lisa, my heart goes out to you. My 33 year old daughter (and only child) was killed in an accident a little over 7 months ago. Like you I feel so isolated and so alone. Everyone else has gone on with their lives and I feel like I'm in the same place I was the day I got the phone call. I feel empty, numb...like I have been stripped of all emotions. And I feel so tired; just wanting to get through each day so that when the day is over I am one day closer to seeing her again. Within this website you will find you are not alone; so many mothers here grieving the loss of their child. Take care and let us know how you are doing.

Laura
 
 
 

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