on sept. 14 2009 i lost my wife of 13 years. she died in her sleep. she was just 46 yrs. old and we were haveing the time of our lives. everything i did in life was for her, im so lonesome now !!!!!!!!
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"totally agree Bluebird. Nothing holds purpose for me in this life - nothing excites me, nothing to look forward to in this life... I will never have the home he was going to build us. I broke down and cried when I walked through my…"
I wanted to post this here and share it with all - it is poignant and relevant to us all, irrespective of who we lost....Carry on Till TomorrowSubmitted by dream1dancer | September 29, 2014 - 8:00am I don't listen to music anymore. Even the happy songs can make my heart sad. When I write though, it is because a song started running though my head and would not stop until I wrote what it evoked in my mind. I…See More
"I have been having some of those odors lately... sometimes its like cigarette smoke , sometimes cigar and often the smell of lillies[I put fresh lillies out to remember my son whenever I can and I think its another way he reminds me he still is…"
"Hello , Wandering if anyone can explain to me why I smell smoke around my bed at night time. I do not smoke, but my hubby smokes almost up to the day he left me behind. Which was the 29 of April this year. No one smokes inside the…"
"Every one will tell you that it gets better with time, I am comming to the belief that it does.... It will never go way completely and to tell the truth I do not want it to. I do want the pain to be barable but never go away.
I will be honest…"
"Amen, I have found that I have to try to be happy go luckie, as my mom is always saying that I was. Now it is a very hard chore but I found that it makes others feel better, which in a way makes me feel a little bit better.
Hope that you find…"
" I know how you feel to a point I do not think that showing any emotion (crying or any other type) makes some one weak. I have the problem that I have three sons, and two of my sons were their dads shadows. I try not to let them see me…"
"I don't know how to live with out mine, but for my self / children / and grandchildren I have had to learn real fast, Espicaly my angels I am pretty much the only grandparent they have now. I guess it just takes motivation."
"If you are willing/able, I would like to know what you mean in your last paragraph about the synchronicities, and about being "unaware of certain things of spirit", and the different choices you would have made. But if you don't feel…"
"Thanks JO B for letting me ramble.
Bluebird said, "He deserved to live a good, long, happy life, with me."
This sounds so much like what I say about my Jesse. He was truly good, and lived a simple kind of faith. He was much better than me…"
Oct 1 2014 - Today was another long day where time catches up to you and you cant help but think of the ones that have passed. My husbands father is here from out of state and i cant help but go to that place where you wish it was you. To be with your father. But in April that dream of spending a week with my father slipped away right before my eyes . For those who dont know what happen i will fill you in. On April 17 2014 i got a phone call that no daughter should ever get. It was a normal…See More
"I do not own a camera that would let me get those kind of pictures. But I am sure you know what you see in the clouds just as I am sure. I have seen tops of mountains that look like a face with a forehead, eyes, nose open mouth and chin... We…"