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  • Hamden, CT
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Angela commented on Cynthia's blog post Losing your spouse
"Cynthia, as with my mom and my sister...mom died within 5 minutes of my sister stepping out of the room for a few minutes to get something.  My sister and I know Mom waited for her to leave so she did not have to see her pass away.  She…"
Jul 30
Paul commented on Cynthia's blog post Losing your spouse
"Cynthia, you had no way of knowing he would pass away when you stepped out of the room so please do not feel guilty about that. I agree with you that we are in hell. This world sucks."
Jul 30
Cynthia commented on Cynthia's blog post Losing your spouse
"Once again I hope I'm doing this comment part the correct way. Thank you for the thoughts? It's just so hard to accept the reality that I will never see,hear, feel my husband again. Sometimes it feels like a dream and I'll wake up and…"
Jul 30
Alice Thompson commented on Cynthia's blog post Losing your spouse
"Hi Cynthia, I am so sorry. I remember the weeks around the first anniversary of my love's death being the very worst period of grief for me. Looking back (it's now been two years and eight months for me) I think it was because the shock…"
Jul 30
bluebird commented on Cynthia's blog post Losing your spouse
"Cynthia, It is very much as you described for me, too.  In a little over one month it will be five years since my husband died (suddenly and unexpectedly, of a heart attack), and for me nothing is better.  I died when my husband died, and…"
Jul 30
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Losing your spouse

I'm not sure if I'm posting this correctly since this is my first time. I joined this group today. I've been looking for a site and I found this one and read many posts and felt connected. My husband Steven passed away a almost a year ago on August 12, 2016. My first year without him is upon me in a few weeks and I feel as though it was yesterday.The day he died I went along with him. Physically I exist but emotionally and spiritually I am dead.I have no desire for anything no joy no happiness.…See More
Jul 30
Cynthia is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Jul 30

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About Me:
I'm 58 and I'm a teachers aid. I'm an animal lover especially cats.
About my Loss:
My husband passed away on August 12, 2016. We were together for 43 years married for 33. I was 15 and he was 17 when we started our life long journey.He died from complications of open heart surgery and kidney failure.He was on home dialysis for three years.

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Losing your spouse

I'm not sure if I'm posting this correctly since this is my first time. I joined this group today. I've been looking for a site and I found this one and read many posts and felt connected. My husband Steven passed away a almost a year ago on August 12, 2016. My first year without him is upon me in a few weeks and I feel as though it was yesterday.The day he died I went along with him. Physically I exist but emotionally and spiritually I am dead.I have no desire for anything no joy no happiness.… Continue

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