Amber O
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  • Lewiston, ME
  • United States
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Hi! I'm Amber, I live in the beautiful state of Maine. I am 30 year old, and I have a 7 year old daughter who is absolutely amazing. I've been in the medical field for about 10 years now and I love what I do. I am an Ocean lover, every time I step foot on the soft sand I become completely relaxed, not a care or worry in the world.
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My loss...I could talk about my loss for hours. I had a Sister, we were 10 years apart. She was dignosed with cancer at the age of 15. I've never felt so scared, stressed, tense, frustrated, pissed off in my entire life. I didn't know what was going to happen - everything was changing so quickly. I could talk more about the exhausting journey of watching my dear baby sister suffer and live with this horrible illness. I gained a sweet angel on May 14, 2014 early in the morning, that day will forever live with me. My life and who I am has changed completely. She was my human-walking diary. She was my BEST friend, she was my sister. And I am forever lost without her - people are moving on and living their lives and here I am still struggling to get through each day without wanting to flip out, throw things, scream, swear, and cry. My life feels empty without her here with me.

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