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Comment by Joy on Tuesday

I have been feeling very angry the last couple days over the death of my mom. She's been gone two months. I've felt every emotion: sadness, guilt, despair, some relief since she's free from her health issues and I'm free from caregiving. I keep wondering why did I have to lose my mother. I still needed her even though she couldn't do anything. I did everything for her in the end.  I just need her to be. I need her presence. I miss her face and her voice. I know we all lose our mothers at some point, but it still doesn't seem fair at all.

I'm just venting but this is a safe place to vent especially since everyone in this forum is grieving over someone special in their lives.

Comment by BLUEBELL on July 10, 2017 at 4:38pm

Thank you all for your support. 

Bluebell

Comment by Heather on July 10, 2017 at 12:23pm

There were many moments Bluebell, in the last year that I thought I would never get through, but somehow, miraculously, I did... there are still days, but not as frequent. Know that all of us are sending you many prayers for strength to get through those moments. There is a poem called, " footprints", that gave me a lot of comfort when I was younger and going some tough times... Have you heard of it? If not maybe have a look for it?, it might give you a little bit of peace and some strength to help you...hugs to you...

Comment by BLUEBELL on July 10, 2017 at 11:58am

God doesn't give us any more than we can bear. This statement is helping me get through the bad times.But I just get so impatient to be at the point where the pain of her loss is more manageable. I am tired of crying first thing in the morning and of the panic I feel in the wee hours of the morning. 

Comment by Theresa on July 10, 2017 at 5:36am

Bluebell, the pain will always be with us, and just remember God is always beside you....

 

Comment by Theresa on July 10, 2017 at 5:34am

Jennifer I am so sorry for your loss, everyone here is going through the same

Can you tell us a little bit about her and your relationship with her..

Comment by BLUEBELL on July 10, 2017 at 3:51am

Another bad night. I feel so alone. I do not know how much longer I can stand this. I really need some relief from this overwhelming sense of loss. I am asking for help through your prayers. 

Bluebell

Comment by BLUEBELL on July 10, 2017 at 3:05am

Jennifer

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you.

Bluebell

Comment by Jennifer L Day on July 9, 2017 at 8:50pm

I lost my mother on June 12th, 2017. My mother's name was Barb.

Comment by Theresa on July 9, 2017 at 8:12pm

Bluebell, I feel your pain.

Please know that you are not alone, my first year was horrible, I made bad choices, was mean to people among other things.

Now I have a issue with the people that were my friends or I thought they were and they did not even call me when she passed, I feel like their time will come, I was invited to a baby shower a cousins  daughter, she knew my mom didn't even call me when she died, but she sure could remember my address to send me an invitation to her daughters shower, I declined happily :)

I feel like I am not the same person, maybe one day I will be but right now I don't feel like it.

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