im not me

i will not be me 

wear am i

wear did i go 

so mush loos

so mush bad shit

its got me so 

not me

she died 2 in 2912 she did 

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JO B. I am so sorry for your loss. I too am trying to figure out who I am since my Mom died.

God bless you,

Bluebell

thnx shud of sead 2012 my flt no 1 les i t wong yr in evn my branse mest up

Hi Jo B,

I feel like you do, I will never be the same person again.

Linda

It is okay Jo B. My brain is messed up too. My focus is off. My short term memory is only a nano second long. It makes it hard to function like I want to, but this is only a short blip in the span of my life. I am dealing with a lot of stuff right now so it seems only natural to me that I am being effected adversely. I am hanging on to the thought that I will deal with this "stuff" and become a better and stronger person for having gone through it.

Bluebell

I thought I would become a stronger woman since losing my Husband 4years years ago to the rotten disease cancer. In a sense I don't take any crap that people give me, but I am NOTHING without him.

yep no fealin im so mad it wolrd i am mad it me mad me for bean nt bean strnog im dranid im fed up

i feal lk god realy h a t e s me i do

                         ___________

i feal lk god haz a nasty plab fi for me 2 mak me suffr i do

im so mest up

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