Since my husband passed away, I have experienced all kinds of mixed emotions. My body is reacting so differently. Every time i feel nervous or anxious, i am turning to food. I eat, eat, and eat, until i feel full and cannot eat no more. As a result, i have gained weight. I feel satisfaction turning to food. I feel as if i eat and feel full, i am filling in this empty feeling i am carrying inside my heart, which by the way is also broken with sadness, and half of it was also killed that night my husband was killed.  I know that many might not be eating at all or loss apetite but i am total opposite.

I just wanted to share this and hope to find someone who is experiencing the same?

 

Thanks for Reading and Blessings to All!

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Amanda when my mom was ill and I was caring for her I never ate I couldn't and then a couple months after I still didn't then I started baking all these goodies..And I've been eating my fair share of those. I haven't been really eating anymore regular food really but I have been really turning to the sweets. Not good. I gained 15 pounds in 2 months uck!

 

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