Numbness and Anger

For the last three weeks I have been unable to feel anything but anger and numbness. I feel like I am slowly dying inside. Everything annoys me. I don't want to be around friends or family. I have lost 10 pounds. I don't know how to end this. My finance was killed in an auto accident. He was in a coma and eight days later he died. I cried like someone ripped my heart out of my chest and now I am angry and numb.

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    bluebird

    I am so sorry. I understand feeling angry and numb, as my husband's death has affected me in the same way. I also find that everything annoys me, and it's partly because of that that I often have a hard time being around friends or family.  I don't have any advice, I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.

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    Blue Moon

    Life is a Beat Down.  There are no answers only more questions.

    Knowing anger is part of the stages of grief is only one more thing to know….not helpful.

    I hope you will be able to open up to friends and family when you are ready…that of course is up to you.  If they are worth a damn they will love you and try to comfort you.

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