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I'd Like to Start a Group
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I'd like to start a group, it would be called: Losing Our Soulmates Trough Tragedy, and it would be for those of us who were capable of meeting our soulmates, and who have lost those sacred loved…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Penny Caywood Aug 16, 2022.

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dream moon JO B commented on Penny Caywood's blog post Starting Groups Here
"I don't if my mic is going to the for it is go to the group page and add your group you can call you anything you want as long as it's clean I have a few groups on here but I created there's quite a few of us got clubs on…"
Nov 8, 2022
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"Physical Pain Levels are Through the Roof, today"
Aug 27, 2022
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Aug 27, 2022
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Two Years Later

Technically speaking, there are less than 3 months left until we've been together for 2 years, and it's sad to see the changes that have been made. The one that upsets me the most? The situation with your dog. When I first got to your apartment, you could not stand that Chihuahua, Gigi. Now, she gets an 'Good morning' from you, she gets a kiss on her head from you, and you tell her, 'I love you, my pupper-dog'. You treat the dog better than your own girlfriend.See More
Aug 25, 2022
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"Writing another chapter in my second novel"
Aug 23, 2022
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I'd Like to Know

Jeremy and I are soulmates, no matter if he's living or waiting for me in the afterlife, I have no doubts about that, but I'd like to know is: Will our souls know each other once mine has moved onto the afterlife? I know that everyone has different beliefs on many different aspects of life, but for the most part, when it comes to the subject of 'soulmates' I've found that most everyone I've met, feels the same way about the topic. What do you believe? How do you think soulmates who have found…See More
Aug 18, 2022
Penny Caywood commented on Penny Caywood's blog post As Time Goes By...
"Joe, I'm just curious to see if you've had an opportunity to read any of my stories."
Aug 18, 2022
Joe commented on Penny Caywood's blog post As Time Goes By...
"Penny, Thank you, I will, it all looks very good, I'm very impressed! :-)"
Aug 17, 2022
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Starting Groups Here

If someone could tell me about starting groups here, I'd greatly appreciate it because I want to create one, myself.See More
Aug 16, 2022
Penny Caywood replied to Penny Caywood's discussion I'd Like to Start a Group
"I've been looking, on a regular basis over the last 3 years, for a website with support for those of us who have lost our soulmates through tragedy, and I've been unsuccessful in finding one. Plus, there's not one site for people who…"
Aug 16, 2022
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"Writing Novel Chapters"
Aug 16, 2022
Penny Caywood commented on Penny Caywood's blog post As Time Goes By...
"Joe, The link to my stories is below, enjoy! :) https://wikacy.com/members/iozegxuuu3bj5vm77cih4stkwbh2/profile/"
Aug 14, 2022
Joe commented on Penny Caywood's blog post As Time Goes By...
"NP look forward to it :-)"
Aug 14, 2022
Penny Caywood left a comment for A. Buyten
"I've been in this "exclusive club of lost loved ones" for three years, and I've gotta tell you, I don't always feel that I am where I think I should be, emotionally with my losses. Unfortunately, within two years, six people…"
Aug 13, 2022
Penny Caywood and A. Buyten are now friends
Aug 13, 2022
Penny Caywood commented on Julie Dolsey-Weiss's group Traumatic, Sudden Loss
"Hello, I'm Penny, I too have lost some one suddenly and tragically. He was my 34 year old husband, and his name was Jeremy James Atwell; he passed away 2 months and 2 days after my father. I tend to tell people that, "Jeremy went to North…"
Aug 13, 2022

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About Me:
I'm 43 years old, I've got 3 adult children who are ages 25, 23 and 21, and I've got one grandson who will be 5 years old in September. I have been writing a novel series, I've converted to a saga, since January 2022, and I've completed the firs novel. Currently, I'm on the 13th chapter of the second.
About my Loss:
02/07/2019: Royce (my father) passed
04/09/2019: Jeremy (my second husband passed)
12 of 2019: Keith (my nephew) was murdered
03 of 2020: Mamma Beth (dad's sister)passed away
04/13/2020: Wayne (my ex-fiance and father of my oldest daughter)passed

How Do I Know for Sure

The entire sixteen years Jeremy and I were together, we both felt as though we were soulmates, and life (though never perfect) was good. As I grew up, I was told that a person's soulmate was their "other half", and that if they're lucky enough to find theirs, the other person never leaves them. Now, I have a problem. How could Jeremy have actually been my soulmate when he left me here alone to finish out the rest of my life?

How do I know that when the time comes that, our spirits or souls will be together eternally? Especially if a soulmate isn't supposed to leave their "other half".

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A Gr-r-r-eat Post ;)

In 2018, (one week before Easter), Jeremy took me to a small town outside of Austin called, Brady, Texas. The reason for this trip? Seeing Mamma Beth (daddy's sister; my aunt) for the first time in 34 years. She'd asked me to help her heal a weird infection below her belt, and under her belly where she couldn't reach to take care of it herself.

The moment we saw each other, I went into her arms, and she held me for 5 minutes before Jeremy and I even walked through the apartment door.…

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Posted on August 27, 2022 at 12:30am

There's an Explanation for That

I know that when you look at the things I’ve posted here that, there are not many posts about Jeremy or any of the other five loved ones I lost in that 2 year period of time. There’s an explanation for that, and I’m going to let y’all know what’s going on with that.

Growing up, my parents did not tell me certain things about life, for example, Jeremy had to explain to me how to know when my bowels were finished moving, but that should’ve come from my…

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Posted on August 26, 2022 at 8:11pm

Heard It Said

In my lifetime, I've heard it said that, "A person doesn't love you if they only say, 'I love you' when you're having sex.

Now, my question is:

Why is that?

Posted on August 26, 2022 at 5:02pm

Two Years Later

Technically speaking, there are less than 3 months left until we've been together for 2 years, and it's sad to see the changes that have been made. The one that upsets me the most? The situation with your dog. When I first got to your apartment, you could not stand that Chihuahua, Gigi. Now, she gets an 'Good morning' from you, she gets a kiss on her head from you, and you tell her, 'I love you, my pupper-dog'. You treat the dog better than your own girlfriend.

Posted on August 25, 2022 at 2:13am

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It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
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