This coming Friday, August 5, 2022, I'll be turning yet another year older (44), and you would think that, as time goes by living without you by my side, would get easier; however, it hasn't gotten any easier for me, at all. I miss you, Jeremy James, with every single day that goes by.

The entire first year after you passed, all I wanted to do was die, but I'm still here without you; I've gotta say, 'That's not fair'. You left home, on the way to another job, but you never came back. Your ashes made it to me, but that's not the way I prefer you, which is alive, and right by my side. Instead, I walk this world alone, no matter who I've got beside me. You were my pilot through life, that job belongs to someone else now, but you'll always be guiding my heart.

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Comment by Penny Caywood on August 18, 2022 at 8:52am


I'm just curious to see if you've had an opportunity to read any of my stories.

Comment by Joe on August 17, 2022 at 3:02pm


Thank you, I will, it all looks very good, I'm very impressed! :-)

Comment by Penny Caywood on August 14, 2022 at 2:19pm


The link to my stories is below, enjoy! :)

Comment by Joe on August 14, 2022 at 12:25pm

NP look forward to it :-)

Comment by Penny Caywood on August 12, 2022 at 5:03pm


Wikacy is back up and running, so I've asked for someone to remind me how to share the links. "Forgetful Jones", should have been my name...ha, ha, ha, but seriously, I'll send you the info as soon as I hear back from one of my fellow associates on the site.

Comment by Joe on August 10, 2022 at 7:09am

Sounds good :-)

Comment by Penny Caywood on August 9, 2022 at 5:33pm


Wikacy, the website where I do my writing has been taken off the internet, it's happened before, but as soon as it's back online, I'll send the link.

Comment by Joe on August 9, 2022 at 5:38am


Thank you,

Yes, I would very much like to read what you have written.  Please do send your link :-)

Comment by Penny Caywood on August 8, 2022 at 7:26pm


I wish I had a knack for writing music, I do have one for singing, but can only do it if I'm singing with the artist. If I'm singing by myself, I cannot hold a tune in bucket. My father used to play in several different bands when I was a kid, but his alcoholism got him kicked out of each of them.

IF you'd like to read what I've written I can shoot you the link to my author page.

Comment by Joe on August 8, 2022 at 4:10am


That is amazing, impressive and quite prolific writing!  I wish I had such a talent.  I find a great deal of contentment in writing music.  It has been a real sanctuary for me over the last couple of years.

Good luck with your continued writing and hopefully we'll see it in the online stores :-)

And good luck with finding someone who you can feel content and be yourself with!  I think everyone deserves that.

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