February 2010 Blog Posts (7)

Search Blog Posts

Needing him...

This weekend im going to look at apartments for college. I cant even imagine how hard its going to be without him there. I know hell be there with me in spirit, but i need him here in person. It really hits me hard that he wont be here to help me move out or to tell me hes proud of me. They say it gets easier as time passes, but in my case, not so much. i feel like everyday my heart tears a little more...the emptiness i feel gets worse...the pain of not having him here gets worse. i just hope… Continue

Added by Kayla on February 23, 2010 at 10:47pm — No Comments

stuck in a rut of depression...

So tomorrow I have a paper due for class and I can not get motivated to start this paper. This is not like me, yea normally I procrastinate and wait till the last minute, but I always get my work done. I think I work best under a little pressure. But right now, I don't even care if I start this paper. I have up to a week to turn it in late and only get marked down one grade and that is looking to be my best option. Sorry to ramble, but I sat down at four o'clock to start this paper and just… Continue

Added by Stella on February 21, 2010 at 7:33pm — 1 Comment

new to this...love you always freddy!

I am 27 years old, my dad died January 27, 2010 due to a major stroke

in his brain stem. It was very sudden and unexpected, he was only 57.

The doctors told us he would make a sixty to ninety percent recovery,

but then they didn't realize where the stroke actually happened and the

affects it had on his system. I believe I am still in shock over this.

I am a part time funeral director and am in grad school part time

working on my masters in social work. It was a… Continue

Added by Stella on February 17, 2010 at 6:31pm — 1 Comment

I love you and miss you Jeffrey!

My boyfriend passed away on 01/08/2010. I still dont know what happened. The family and I are waiting for the autopsy report to let us know. Jeff was my world. He was my star. He was my everything. We did so many things together. I was suppose to move in his home the last weekend of January. We were both very excited about it. I spoke to him that day. He always called me in the mornings to wake me up. When he called me he sounded so full of life and energy. He was asking me if I was coming over… Continue

Added by Loida on February 16, 2010 at 5:01pm — 1 Comment

How much is a person expected to take?

Michael's mom passed away today. The loss of him was too much for her. And so I've lost another. This is the second time in my life I've had back to back losses. My dad and husband died less than two months apart in early 2001, widowing my mom and I at the same time. Now Michael and Alice (mom). My existence at this point is beyond comprehension. And Michael's poor brother! His dad, brother, and mom in less than 3 months! His entire family-gone! Just like that! I've lost my entire family too,… Continue

Added by Courtney Rice on February 2, 2010 at 11:38pm — 2 Comments

HOW DO I GET THROUGH THIS LONG LASTING terrible pain?

Hi



I have lost my mom heart problems,dad cancer, baby sister anorexia and depression, mother inlaw cancer, best friend who just dropped dead brain aneurysm, another very good friend cancer, and others whom I loved.

I loss my cat (Angel) that i had for 13 years and loved.I have been able to get through these losses with God`s help, and some really good friends. Six years ago my only son decided to push me out of his life and has not spoken to me since.One of his daugthers I saw… Continue

Added by REDHEARTS on February 2, 2010 at 10:18pm — 1 Comment

i can't stop...

I Have learned ,to my own detriment, to hold in my emotions until the most inopportune time. This started when i was very young, i had certain family members who always told me to keep my mouth shut, and that crying was showing weakness. the same ones who told me that when i was five are the same ones who told me the same things when my mom and sister died. they say old habits die hard, well this bitch is taking it's sweet time. My whole life i have had anxiety and have always been worried… Continue

Added by Money Jensen on February 1, 2010 at 11:26am — 3 Comments

Featured Blog Posts

View All

Latest Blog Posts

Most Popular Blog Posts

Blog Topics by Tags

Monthly Archives

2025

2024

2023

2022

2021

2020

2019

2018

2017

2016

2015

2014

2013

2012

2011

2010

2009

2008

Groups

Latest Activity

Walter Craig posted a discussion

...both parents

I lost my mama to cancer after her 10 month battle with Vulvar Cancer and I had to witness some very horrific days. She suffered so much and I tried to be there with her as much as I could but she did not survive this monster and passed away.my dad was also battening lung disease and he passed away 7 weeks later. I am 32 and no siblings and no family of my own.some days I feel lost and I don't know if I can carry on...See More
Jun 11
0 Comments
Speed Weasel posted a blog post

The Wheels on (My Grief) Bus Go Round and Round...

New Year - 2025!At the start of the year I returned to Thailand for another medical mission.  This was my fourth trip for this and I was somewhat ready/prepared for the heightened emotions.  Not sure why...no real connection to Jen or her accident, but in the past these trips offer some extended alone time, away from others, away from people that speak the same language and as such seem to bring the thoughts back to the forefront.  Strangely, the same levels of emotionality were not there.  Not…See More
May 30
0 Comments
Speed Weasel commented on Dottie's status
"Dottie, do you find the anniversary dates to still be as emotionally difficult as the first couple times?  I find that some years, it is very fresh and raw, others almost (almost) slip by without fanfare."
May 30
Speed Weasel replied to Mabel Murphy's discussion My husband passed away
"So sorry for you with his passing. That is rough, that there has been so much time between the initial diagnosis and the final moments.  On top of the 'normal' grief, you may also start to feel relief, which is likely to add to the…"
May 30
LP is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
May 28
Welcome Them!
Mabel Murphy posted a discussion

My husband passed away

My husband passed away last Saturday after a long illness. His memorial service is next week. We have three boys, ages 14, 11, and 6. I'm glad I found this place. It seems to be a place of great caring and support. I actually registered here a while before my husband's passing, as I was grieving for his loss after he entered a nursing home. He had been there since the end of 2008, after being diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's disease in 2006 and deteriorating quickly. He was only 58 when…See More
May 21
1 Comment
Ab updated their profile
May 20
Walter Craig is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
May 20
Welcome Them!

© 2025   Created by Ninja.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service