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Tomorrow it will be 2 years since M died.
I honestly don't know what I'm feeling. Relief? Regret? There is a sense of sadness there.
My anxiety has been so high as this day approaches. I keep having flashbacks to the moment I found him. To the feelings I felt when I realized…
Posted on September 26, 2012 at 12:25pm
On the 27th, it will be two years since Matt died.
The thing that hurts the most now is coming to terms with the fact that he wasn't everything I had thought he was.
Every day that I'm blessed to spend with my new husband shows me what Matt was not.
Do I miss Matt? Sometimes. Did I love him? I had fallen out of love with him, but I loved him as a person, as a friend. Do I think he was a bad person? Not really. I think he was a depressed person who made bad…
ContinuePosted on September 19, 2012 at 12:30pm
I feel like I'm so weak. My physical pain has become all consuming. I can't move without pain, I am always so tired, and I have a multitude of other symptoms. Still no answers.
Friday became too much. I don't remember much, but I ended up trying to OD and slit my wrists. I remember crying on my bathroom floor just wanting the pain to stop. I'm supposed to be happy and starting a new life. But since Matt died, there has just been so much pain.
Anyway, I texted my husband…
ContinuePosted on October 4, 2011 at 2:32pm — 1 Comment
I find myself remarried to a wonderful Christian man. Even before the first year anniversary of Matt's death has passed. It seems almost surreal.
When I found him, cold and lifeless in our bed, I thought my world was over. That perhaps God had given me more than I could handle. I fell apart. Emotionally I put on a strong front. But there were nights when I turned to alcohol to numb my pain. To the point that I broke my foot walking up the stairs after being dropped off after a…
ContinuePosted on September 21, 2011 at 2:41am — 2 Comments
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here's love and kisses and hugs to you ....... always. if you need me, talk to me, honey. xoxoxoxoxo
susan
find my significant other for 30yrs dead on the floor. his death came just after 26months after my daughter's sudden death from aspiration. she was only 40 years old. she died just 6weeks after my mother. my mother's dx of lung ca came just 2 months before her death. i am so beside myself as i feel like i've lost my past with my mother's passsing, my future with my daughter's passing and my present with tom's passing. i pray for you and your daughter.