Alma P
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  • San Diego, CA
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Alma P left a comment for Pete
"That is difficult to read without tears welling up in my eyes. I empathize. I've also lost a man I love. For me, the teeter-totter of emotions connected to the memories was chaotic for a while. I couldn't or maybe wouldn't move. A day…"
Sep 22
Alma P posted a status
"The stuck feeling has lifted."
Sep 22
Alma P commented on ash's blog post ...
"Some days I want to sit in my closet with a blanket wrapped around me as I remember the sound of his voice saying my name. "Alma, Alma, Alma" like I was a trouble maker. It reminds me that we both existed at the same time and shared so…"
Aug 31
Alma P commented on Miriam Holmes's blog post A Poem for Us
"My light honors yours. Thank you for posting... its beautiful"
Aug 17
Alma P updated their profile
Aug 12
Alma P commented on Pavika's blog post more than 3 years...still lost
"Pavika,  Regrets... I have them too. I met a man in 2011. We were friends for years. I was in love with him. Yet, I never took the chance to further it. I thought I had all kind of time. I thought I was being patient. Then... He committed…"
Aug 4
Alma P posted a status
"I know what I believe happens after death. Still I can't help but feel the loss of life from this plane of existence of those I love so much"
Aug 4
Alma P replied to Faith's discussion Feeling lost and broken in the group for loved ones who have lost someone to suicide
"Hi Faith,  I've lost a few of dear people in my life. This recent one was in December 2019. He was a man that meant more to me than I could explain or predict. I would have let that guy marry me. He was one of my best friends. He took his…"
Aug 4
Alma P joined donna henderson's group
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Aug 4
Alma P commented on Diana, Certified Grief Counselor's blog post After Death Communication
"Alexandra Tomko -  That is beautiful... thank you for sharing it. I loved reading it. Its horrible that you were assaulted by another man... I'm sorry to hear that it happened. I have to say that, I am amazed by your courage and strength…"
Aug 1
Alma P commented on Patty Szafarski's blog post When does the fear and anxiety go away?
"Hey Patty,  That is a whole lot to go through. I too am having a rough year and can relate to those emotions. I am no stranger to losing people that I love. The latest one so far, would be Last December 2019.  I lost a man that I love to…"
Jul 31
Joe von Anjou replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling
"Thank you, Alma. I appreciate it."
Jul 29
Alma P replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling
"It's ok to vent. Its a very difficult year indeed. People are leaving so quickly and in ways that don't allow you to have that last few moments to say what you wish you could. It's heartbreaking. "
Jul 28
Alma P replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling
"My deepest condolences for your losses. You seeing your brother though... Perhaps that's a way of him letting you know that he's with you.  As for the dementia with your mom, that's a really difficult disease to watch and…"
Jul 28
dream moon JO B replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling
"i dnt no mom her famly grefed for mums dads for yrs evn now pn off her brthr is in resrel fasilts coz of dem /alz ask why thy not bean 2 sea thm tell thm thy gon thy grevin agan wen dad died i wz a rec  stil get upsett of 8 yrs…"
Jul 24
Joe von Anjou replied to Alma P's discussion When is it too long? in the group Grief Counseling
"My heart goes out to you. My brother was killed in a car accident twenty-five years ago. It took my twenty-five years, but I found a way to live with it. I still see my brother in my sleep. My mother died last April after a horrific five year…"
Jul 23

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About Me:
42. mother to 2 adults, enjoy gardening, yoga, archery, beach days, leisurely strolls, checking out the zoo, Disneyland, etc.
I have past trauma issues which doesn't mix too well when a sudden loss of a loved one occurs in my life. I have been overwhelmed since December 2019. Then this year of Corona 2020 has just added to the chaos I already have in my head. I just want to have somewhere to go and communicate with people who don't tell me "to get over it cause I'm choosing to live with misery."
I know death is inevitable and I believe that our energy transfers after our bodies have ceased functions. However, I haven't found a way to transition to letting go without some difficulty. I found this site during one of my searches while researching how to deal with the issues I am experiencing on one of my many sleepless nights. I'm hoping a social bereavement group will help out.
About my Loss:
Very dear male friend of mine committed suicide in December 2019. Where ever I am in the process of that... feels like I'm stuck.
I have a past history of losing my father and paternal grandfather to cancer. Lost an uncle on my father side to sudden brain hemorrhage. Another uncle died after a long history of complications to Multiple Sclerosis.
A best friend from high school, was killed in a drive by shooting and that one was extremely hard for me as well. Great paternal maternal great grand mother to natural causes of old age.
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