I feel I have come to the end of the line in grieving for my Husband who died of cancer almost 4 years ago, he was my only true love and friend, we didn't have children because we were married later in life. I have been to shrinks which have tried every drug under the sun. None work, each year it gets worse not better. I just can't go on with the pain of missing him. I am 68 years old and their is no future for me plus I don't want one without him. I am trying to find the correction drugs to just help me die in my sleep. Any Suggestions? 

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I hope you can find a better way than suicide but I understand.

The only way is to think of my wonderful husband everyday and remember the good things.

If you like, please do continue sharing your feelings on this website. People here will support you and be with you. I am one of them.

Thank you so much, everyday is just more unbearable.

my wife enjoyed life right up to the last day. she loved life. she would hate to see me wast my days or give any away
Wow..you suicide yourself there us no place for you in heaven. You will find yourself again and life will go on without your dearly departed. Learn to love yourself find what you like to do there has to something. Think of it like this he wouldn't want you to die he would want you to carry on in his absence. Live a full life doing what you like. And death is not the answer Christ is.
My heart and prayers go out to you and may God bless you.

Dear Linda

I wanted to let you know about the Miracles that I have been experiencing for the last 8 months, which are the biggest Miracles we can experience. From that experience I have gained knowing that there is no death, that we are living in a God's world, and Angels are always with us, and our loved ones are waiting for us in a Beautiful Heaven. Please be assured.

I only started writing a blog about this.

  nodeathonlylove.wordpress.com

God Bless

Anna

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