As The time runs, endlessly, shore to shore and back again, waves of despair to never end, or never resolve and close upon  this terrible length of days.”   -AND

Bleak shadows there residing in the corners of my room, express their depth of sorrow, shedding tears of deepest gloom.”  

Those two verses pretty much sum up where I am on this journey.  I spend my waking hours in an emotional abyss or am frightened of the days to come. Grief is eating me alive. 

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Mel,

I am posting this in hope that it may give you a glimmer of hope:

Thankful this morning, 98 days since my beautiful Mary Kay left this world.  For whatever reason, I slept well and long last night, a first in 98 days.  I cried this morning, but for the last couple of hours I have felt a sense of peace that does surpass all understanding.  I am thankful for this however long (or short) it may last.  

Love and prayer to all in your journey,

Bill

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