Thank you. the more i talk about him the better i seem to get, although i have been down/sad, etc. for the past week with no hope in sight. i have worked in hospitals for 10 years, but this is the first death that hit so close to my heart. maybe it's the guilt that i didn't see him as much as i should have, and i should have seen him that week when he wanted, and i didn't. i feel that i'll never meet another person like him, no, i KNOW i'll never meet another person like him, and that scares me. again, thank you for your condolences!

Thank you. Talking about the loss is getting easier but the pain isnt. I still feel like it is a bad dream and the phone will buzz and there will be one her daily jokes that she always use to send. Today is Thursday the 19th, and it has been 10 weeks today. I miss her so much.

hello, yes i have a photo, have to load it on to my comp first though. will do it later on.. x

Thank you so much.

RE: Blogtalkradio. Thank you so much, Diana, for your offer to let the others in this community know about our radio show. Today I tried a little "test" to see how all the controls work! I will definitely keep you informed. God bless you. Christine

Thanks Diana! I look forward to connecting with folks on this site.

Thank you

ty sweety........... i belong to an online group that reminds us of angels bdays and angelversaries. sometimes the automatic scheduler doesnt work and it fails to send out the reminder? ty again........hugs, dj

Diana, saw where you were announcing birthdays? Today is mine. I was born on my moms 32nd bday, my due date was march 10,1955, the same day my son left this world, 40 yrs later? hugs, dj

Oh Diane, thanks so much for your kind words. Yeah, I think one thing I learned from mom's passing is we just don't know when our time on earth is over, so let everyone you love know how you feel. I think I'm doing a good job of that now, or at least I hope I am.

Gosh, it's so wonderful having people like you in the world:)
Hugs back!

I'm doing okay today. It's been one of those rough weeks with school and home.
I hope your doing good too. :) Thank you for being so welcoming.

Diana,
I know I haven't been around much, nor have I responded to e-mail announcements from the group. However, the e-mails are comforting in that I know I have a place to go when I need it and that I am not forgotten. Thank you.
Carla

Our family has really been thru it on this grief road. I lost my son and then all 3 of my brothers, the only siblings i had be called home also. I try to "look over" the ones who say things like " you need to get over this" get past and get on with your life" Many of the sites I have set up are free and I was given a couple for helping other moms learn to set up their own site. I know the ones who say these things have not gone thru this horror and dont have a clue? one of my best friends pulled away after my son's death because I was depressing, just wasnt "getting over this? About a yr later she lost her son and a yr after that her last child, a daughter? she has apologized profusely saing how sorry she was and asked why didnt I tell her what a nightmare this was? I have asked her if she can explain it to anyone? Its a horror that I pray nobody has to go thru again. But I know God calls people home every minute. I do alot of Bible study and dont understand the "Book of Job". God allowed satan to take everything Job had including his children to prove his faithfulness to Hin. He gave Job back 10 times more children than he had but no child can ever replace the one who is in heaven? I am always willing to help any mom or loved one learn anything as its our worst fear that our loved one be forgotten. Thats the reason for all the sites because I dont want them forgotten ever. TY for inviting me to this great online grief community. hugs, dj

Thank you for allowing me to join your group.

Thank you, I am happy to be here.

You are welcome and you both will stay in my prayers. Everything is in the Lord's hands. Getting through nov, dec, and jan are tough times for me. Holidays and Jan 28th was my husbands birth date. I have to remind myself that none of us are alone. There is always someone going through tough times. Just have to find a bright side to all of this, some how. For me it is just looking at pictures and looking up to the Lord. I know your cousin has you and that is a blessing in its self. Take care and know that you are both in my thoughts and prayers. Gina

Thank you Diana. Glad to be here. It means so much to me that you visited Jason's site. It will be 8 years next month since I lost Jason and it never gets any easier.

Thank You Very much Diana.

Thank you so much for your support, As each day goes by I still wonder wht and how, I miss my family so much, but I know they are better than we are and one day we will be together again, I managed to get through the holidays and I am working on a new beginning, but I will love and miss them dearly