It’s been 3 weeks and 4 days since my sister entered the hospital, unconscious. 3 weeks and 2 days since she died from a sudden brain stem aneurysm. She was my best friend, my go to person, my voice of reason. I’m lost without her. I have good days with no  tears, then I have others like today where I cry over everything. I feel paralyzed. 

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Comment by Penny on February 18, 2021 at 11:54pm
I'm sorry that I haven't said anything about these comments. I'm using a phone to access the site, and I just now found where it is I need to be in order to read what y'all have said, and be able to respond.
Comment by Emma Barrett on February 1, 2021 at 4:49pm

Feb 1 - Day 2

Sunday, Jan.31, was a very weepy day. I had plans to go to the grocery store, nope. Because at any given moment I would cry! So I did laundry, did some sewing and read to make myself feel like I accomplished something.

Feb. 1 

Monday was no better. That is the day when I work at my company's office for the morning, otherwise I work from home.  As the receptionist and switchboard operator I need my wits!  I countlessly teared up when speaking to a co-worker and barely made eye contact.  I almost felt the need to go home early. I kept my self busy until I left for home.  If it wasn't for COVID I would have to be at my desk dealing with people ALL day long.  I think I would have to submit a medical leave!

Comment by Denise D on January 31, 2021 at 4:19pm

I am so sorry Emma for your loss. I know what you are going through.  I lost my boyfriend in a terrible car accident 3 months ago.  He died instantly.  I'm still unable to believe he's really gone.  I, too, have most days where I cry all day.  The grief is overwhelming and the pain unbearable.  Trying to function is so difficult.  Just know that you are not alone.  There are others suffering just like you.  Feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to who understands what you are going through.

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