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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....

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Comment by SelV on May 14, 2020 at 6:39am

Motherless Day...

Pain. Sadness.

Everyday!

Comment by Brett Bowman on May 13, 2020 at 2:47pm

Avi, yes. People were posting pictures of their mothers, or they would post a picture with their mom, celebrating the day. It was also my mom's birthday. There is really nothing we can do but miss them. It's sad that a day that used to be the cause of happiness is now a day of pain. Christmas, too.

Comment by Avi on May 13, 2020 at 12:00pm

Mother's day was horrible for me. Everybody was wishing their mothers on social media and I cannot even talk to her. 

Comment by Brett Bowman on May 12, 2020 at 2:27pm

I did. I am the Wellness Coordinator there. I still miss my dog though, and, of course, my mom. Sunday wasn't just Mother's Day. It was also my mom's birthday.

Comment by Michael Simons on May 12, 2020 at 2:13pm

Oatmeal!! Sorry that Krissy passed...I know you loved that dog. I hope you finally found a job you can stand. I know things will come together for you as long as you keep hitting the gym.....oh I can get it back lol

Comment by Brett Bowman on May 3, 2020 at 11:40pm

I just remember, when my mom was sick but not yet dying, we would be sitting in our sun room, talking or watching TV. Our two little dogs would be there wagging their little tails. I started to realize that I would see all three of them die. But then I would say, "not today." That day did come though, three times. I don't have anything left that will die. 

I really miss being loved. And I miss having family. To me, my dogs were family. All I can do is pray that God is aware, and that he will help me through this.

Comment by SelV on April 29, 2020 at 11:34pm

Awww...Brett! Heartfelt condolences to you. Life never gets any better, does it? When you keep 'losing' living beings very close to us one after another...we question the existence of our life, don't we? I do.

I hope you can channel whatever energy you are left with and when you are ready  to whatever causes close to your heart soon...as no one can replace our mothers and/or our pets.

I am not worried about myself...rashes can disappear...just need to buy the right medicated soap...ha! I can gain body mass if I stop grieving...is it possible? 

One day, we will all die. We are actually dying everyday...getting closer and closer. I always content...10 months in my mother's womb-safe, sound and healthy...probably happy too.  How many more years in Mother's Earth womb-unsafe, going crazy with Covid-19 and what nought, soon to be inflicted with age old illness? When will our last breath becomes air? I am waiting...for Mother Earth to deliver me from her womb...happiness and peace!

Avi...take heart for having your daughter.

Comment by Avi on April 29, 2020 at 10:57pm

The news of passing of your dog is sad Brett because last 2 years your dog has been in our discussion and I feel connected to her. 

I can understand that having a motivation to live is very imp. Currently my 1.5 years daughter is my motivation to live. She has started talking a lot and I forget grief when I am with her. When alone, grief again takes over. 

Comment by Brett Bowman on April 29, 2020 at 10:35pm

SelV, some of the things that you described are frightening. I have a very similar feeling about life. My precious little dog died a couple of weeks ago. She was my mom's dog as well, and she was the best thing I had going for me. Her unconditional love through my mom's illness, and especially after, was the greatest blessing that I had received since my mom died. I have dreaded her death ever since my mom's death. I always felt like, "Please dont take her, too. She's all I  have." I love, love, lover her, and I really miss her.

People talk about wanting to live to be 100. I can't imagine. At least, there is nothing left that I love that will die. I just wish, hope, and pray that God will lead me to a happy, secure place. I have wanted that since my mom died.

Comment by SelV on April 29, 2020 at 10:12pm

Hi Avi...and everyone. Just like your mum, it has been two years since my mum left this world. I function better but do not feel better. Working from home, makes it even harder as I am constantly reminded of my mum. Grief, depression and stress have left their marks on the body - internally and externally. Rashes all over my body, lost of body mass(even though I eat well). Have not accepted my mum's death(evident from my daily crying). She was all I had. Now I am totally broken! I just don't want to continue experiencing life. Same old same old...The only good thing is she comes in my dreams...pleasant dreams. I see her alive there. Take care everyone. 

 

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