I'm so sorry for ur lost ... The end of cancer is the worst I used to hear stories on how bad it can get but when it comes to actually seeing ur loved ones go through it ..it's a whole new kinda of hurt that breaks u everyday they suffer I'm to the point of I don't want to lose her I know I will be lost with out her but I can't watch her suffer anymore I feel guilty for feeling this way it's so hard to say goodbye I feel so angry .sad all at the same time
You know what is helpful about this site? Its when you hear that the experiences you have had are not isolated or abnormal. I had yet to read anyone talk about how the lack of communication at the end was losing appetite, confused and not recognizing what is going on around them. I needed to hear that. I am so sorry for your experience Chanzy but it gives me a little less guilt as to how my husbands death affected me at the end. I am crying now as to how that all transpired but I want to thank you for sharing how the pain of death affects us all. I beg the universe to relieve me of this ongoing trauma of missing my husband but I realize its not to be. I am just glad to read that my feelings of pain are not unusual because of the circumstances that happened at the end.
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You know what is helpful about this site? Its when you hear that the experiences you have had are not isolated or abnormal. I had yet to read anyone talk about how the lack of communication at the end was losing appetite, confused and not recognizing what is going on around them. I needed to hear that. I am so sorry for your experience Chanzy but it gives me a little less guilt as to how my husbands death affected me at the end. I am crying now as to how that all transpired but I want to thank you for sharing how the pain of death affects us all. I beg the universe to relieve me of this ongoing trauma of missing my husband but I realize its not to be. I am just glad to read that my feelings of pain are not unusual because of the circumstances that happened at the end.
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