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Comment by Joe Kelly on May 3, 2019 at 10:38am

I will include you in my prayers Elynn.  Real friends are rare in all of our lives.  Most are just acquaintances.  We lost the ONE real best friend we will ever have. I think we, who lost that ONE will forever be lonely till we reunite with that ONE.  Those we thought were friends seem to steer clear of us in a way.  We can't hide our grief and they can't deal with it.  It's kind of like, out of sight, out of mind.  Even if you somehow shroud your grief, they know, and if you can't act as though you're not grieving him and back to "normal" in their minds, they shy away.  I even see that with some of my children.  Concentrate on Joe's spirit who is with you all the time.  He is still the ONE best friend you have.  I talk to my Love all day long and it sucks that she can't talk back but I know she's here with me.  I know we will be together again for all eternity one day and that is my only comfort living in this hell on earth.  It hurts, but knowing her true love for me will never die.  Talk to Joe.  He's listening.  He wants you to talk to him even though he has no means to talk back to you.  You have to believe that because you know his love for you will be eternal.  When you feel that loneliness, talk to him.  Listen for what he might say back in your mind.  It just might not be your imagining his answers.  It might be him really implanting his spiritual thoughts to you by way of clairvoyance.  You, like I wonder if it's my mind or is she doing it.  Sometimes, I'm surprised and say to myself that it's not my mind cause I didn't think of what she implanted.  And yes, sometimes I say, that's what she would had said.  I try to distinguish which it is and those are the surprises when what I think she would say is different than what I thought.  God Bless.