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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....

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Comment by Brett Bowman on June 28, 2018 at 5:03pm

I don't dream of my mom often at all, and when I do, it's just little snippets, and it is always something bad. Life is hard. Maybe heartbreaking is the more appropriate word for me. I could live with hard. And I don't know how to fix it.

Happy Birthday, Crystal. I know who you most would like to hear Happy Birthday from. And Happy Birthday to Theresa's mom in heaven.

Comment by Theresa on June 28, 2018 at 4:21pm

Crystal.  You were so fortunate to be able to dream of her I wish I could dream of my mom happy birthday to you tomorrow is my moms birthday she would’ve been 95

I hope everyone is doing well it’s been a little quiet here I miss everyone

Comment by Crystal K on June 28, 2018 at 3:57pm

Hi guys, sorry I've been MIA for a while. You guys give me a lot of comfort but sometimes even being here is hard, talking to each other about our moms.

Bluebell, just read what you are going through! I hope you are feeling better! 

I dreamed that my mom was still alive last night. It was very weird. In my dream, I talked to her on the phone and told her I'm coming to visit her- but I never got there.  I dream she was in a nursing home of some sort and I was driving to visit her and kept getting delayed.  When I did get to her, my sister was talking to her on her bed (she looked sick, like she was dying) but then I woke up.  

I guess I dreamed of her because its my birthday tomorrow. She's been on my mind more lately. And her one year is coming soon.  

I remember feeling so happy in my dream like oh shes alive! Started sobbing when I woke up. Life is so hard :( 

Much love to everyone xxo

Comment by Avi on June 27, 2018 at 12:40am

Great to hear this Bluebell that you are getting better. 

Theressa, I enjoyed my first ride to office today and will drive back as you do daily. 

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 26, 2018 at 7:28pm

I am getting better every day.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 26, 2018 at 7:02pm

Thank you Bluebell I did tell the doctor I’ve had them for years they think they are tension migraine and believe it or not food related allergies I’ve also had a rather bad accident when I was younger that I’ve had to have several sinus surgeries so it could be from that however I did go to the eye doctor and told her I had headaches and she did all these very odd tests to see the way back into my head she said everything looked normal who knows

However I hope you’re feeling better

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 26, 2018 at 6:44pm

Theresa

What happened to me when I tried the Lexapro was very unusual. The bleeding into my brain was also very unusual. I do not take illicit drugs such as cocaine which can spike your blood pressure, I do not have high blood pressure which is a risk factor for a bleed. I might have a malformation of blood vessels in the frontal lobe of my brain which is hidden right now because of the old blood in that area. I will have a repeat MRI and a modified angiogram in August when my body has reabsorbed the old blood so they can see the area. The headache got so bad that I threw up in the shower after mild exercise at LA fitness. That is what drove me to go get it checked out at the ER later that evening. Plus the headache had lasted 7 hours that day which is not normal for me. Discuss your headaches with your MD and he might want to do some diagnostic testing. Try not to worry too much if the headaches have not changed recently. My guess is that they are tension headaches which for most people do not cause intense throbbing headaches and N/V like I had with these ones. But by all means, get them checked out by your MD if they terrify and worry you. 

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 26, 2018 at 1:21pm

I know Brett I thought about the rebound effect, but on such a small dose who knows.  

Ativan made me totally wired, I was shaking so bad from it, I couldn't imagine what it was and then I said to myself could it be that Ativan, and sure enough it was.

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 26, 2018 at 10:29am

That's a small amount of Xanax that you are taking but Xanax could actually contribute to your problem. It's a double edged sword. It will calm you down for a while but it also causes rebound anxiety, meaning that after the effect wears off, you are likely to be more anxious than you would have been if you had not taken Xanax. This applies to Klonopin and Ativan as well. Valium makes me feel wired. Anti anxiety medications do not cure anything. They are a very short term solution. 

Comment by Theresa on June 26, 2018 at 5:25am

One more chicken and rice are ok.

 

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