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I miss my Mom!

If you have that hole in your heart that you get when you lose the woman that you shared a body with....

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Comment by BLUEBELL on June 25, 2018 at 8:34am

I tried Lexapro Theresa. It made me sick, unfocused, fatigued, gave me motion sickness, and made me sleepy as H E double L. It was not the drug for me. I had an abnormal reaction to it. But it is a good antidepressant for others. 

My head hurts this morning. I keep getting a stabbing pain around my right forehead or temple. No fun at all.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 25, 2018 at 5:08am

Congratulations Avi!!!! Enjoy!!!

Brett, I am anxious even before I get out of the bed and that starts everything my IBS, anxiety, headache, I will be honest I have taken Lexapro 5mg for a while after my mom passed, I stopped, I felt like a bloated balloon, my dr says I was not even taking the correct dose.  I wish I could find something that works without side effects.

Comment by Virginia G on June 25, 2018 at 1:29am

Brett do you not work regular hours since you’re up late always?  

Today when I got up I said I was afraid to be awake.  This is how messed up my mind is.

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 25, 2018 at 1:21am

Avi, your mom knows exactly how much you love her. She knows now more than ever.

Comment by Brett Bowman on June 25, 2018 at 1:20am

Virginia, I think we would all want a do-over even if we had done everything right. I did cry in front of my mom on many occasions. I can't say that I regret that. I think all of that was an affirmation of love, though I am sure that it caused my mom a good deal of worry as well. I think mom's doctor just wanted me to be particularly strong at certain times. I understand that, but those tears were a manifestation of love. They were also a manifestation of fear and regret. Maybe even selfishness on my part. I was always worried about how my mom's death would impact me. I guess that makes me human. That's all I know how to be.

Avi, I am so happy for you. Here, I think we take having a car for granted. Most of all I am happy for you because you fulfilled one of you mother's wishes.

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 25, 2018 at 1:18am

My car is red too. It is such a happy color.

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 25, 2018 at 1:17am

Awesome car Avi

Bluebell

Comment by Avi on June 25, 2018 at 1:01am

Guys this is my first car, bought specifically as a wish of my deceased mother. She loved red. 

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Comment by Avi on June 25, 2018 at 12:56am

Virginia, that is the biggest setback. We do not get a second chance. Yesterday my father told me something that is causing lot of pain, regret but I am still holding up my emotions. He told me about few gestures of me and my wife which used to hurt my mother. I want to rectify my mistakes and say to my mother that those were just temporary and how much I love her. 

God's forbid us this second chance. 

 

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