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Comment by Theresa on January 2, 2018 at 5:22am

Kelli, no I felt the same way, even though it has been two years for me I get very aggravated at people when they don't understand and that is most people around me.
Listen I walked around in a fog for one year, the second year was not much better for me, my mom died on 12/19/15 she was active and very independent, she went to the hospital because she thought she was constipated, dr told her to go, I left to meet her right away and pulling in the hospital I got a call from someone at the hospital that my mom was in full cardiac arrest, they performed cpr but it did not work, I did not get to say goodbye or I love you to my mom, it was sudden and unexpected.
I live with that every day
I have actually cut some friends off because they brushed it off.
They don't understand their moms are still here or they did not have as great of a relationship as I did with my mom.
There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about her and tell her I love her and miss her.
Kelli was your mom ill?

Comment by Theresa on January 2, 2018 at 5:15am

Bern you found a wonderful group of people
God Bless.

Comment by Kelli on January 2, 2018 at 2:52am

Hi I'm new to this site my name is Kelli and I lost my mom on 10/14/17 @ 9:30 am I really don't know what to expect from being here it's just that I feel as if no one around me gets what I'm going through my life has changed completely I don't know how to carry on my momma was my world I miss her so much and every one keeps telling me I have to move on and to be honest I'd love nothing more than to punch them in the face when they say that to me how can I just move on she is my mother!!!! Please some one tell me if how I'm feeling is normal do these people just not understand because they are not going through it or have I just went off the deep end???

Comment by BLUEBELL on January 1, 2018 at 6:16pm

I really miss my Mom too. My life has changed and there is nothing I can do about it. I wish I could go back to January 2017. Sometimes I just feel I am being selfish. She was 98 years old, had arthritis, kidney and heart disease. She hated that she could not see out of one eye and had to wear hearing aides. She wanted to be free of having to use a rolling walker to get around and out of the pain she had in her leg and neck. Her mind was sharp, but she had lost the ability to balance her check book. She had always prided herself in having it correct to the last penny. And if it was not, she went back and worked on it until she found the little mistake she had made. 

I should be grateful that she no longer is unhappy. But I want her back in my life and it is just tearing me apart inside today that she is not.

Bern,

This is a wonderful site. It is the one place I can be open about how I am feeling and how much I miss my Mom. 

Bluebell

Comment by Bern on January 1, 2018 at 10:39am

I have not logged in because I didn't have the nerve.

I has not been easy. My mother has been gone since 1984. Now, my only son has gone in 2012.

This website didn't exist then or I didn't know.  I found this beautiful site when my son left us.

Comment by Theresa on January 1, 2018 at 6:09am

I do too Brett

Comment by Brett Bowman on December 31, 2017 at 9:23pm

Thank you both. I am okay. I just really miss my mom.

Comment by Theresa on December 31, 2017 at 6:55pm

How are you doing Bluebell ?

Comment by BLUEBELL on December 31, 2017 at 6:01pm

Hi Theresa

I would like to hear from him too.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on December 31, 2017 at 5:08pm

Hi everyone, just checking to see if Bret has posted, I am concerned.

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