Dear Edward:

There are no words like I can say to comfort you ( at least I don't know them)

i too suffered a sudden loss of my dear husband Andrew, it is unexpected

and you will be playing it over and over in your head for months to come. 

I wish I could say it gets better, what I can say is you never accept it you

" get use to the feeling" so to speak. Hang in there and visit here often it would 

get you through some of the hard moments.

(((hug))

Judy-Anne

Edward L

You are correct. If you pay attention, the subtle signs from loved ones do appear.