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Comment by Theresa on June 17, 2017 at 5:41am

Bluebell, how are you?

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 14, 2017 at 1:44pm

http://saza-journeyoflife.blogspot.com/2010/01/tears-are-proof-of-l...

Theresa

The above link will take you to TEARS ARE PROOF OF LIFE. It helped me. Maybe it will help you too.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 14, 2017 at 9:18am

Bluebell
I guess I'm doing the best I can I'm trying to not make every moment one that I think about what should've been what I could've done I'm just trying to go forward I guess
when I start to get really upset I say this is life I can't change what happened it's what was meant to be and I try to keep saying that to myself
I know other people around me that have lost their mother or their father and they're just going about their life and maybe it's me but I feel like I'm going to miss my mom until the day I die she was all I had she was my everything and I hope she knows that
I lean on my faith in God to let me live my life as my mom would want me to

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 14, 2017 at 6:28am

It has been a very emotional few days with my Mom's birthday coming up. It is the first one since her death. I have been n emotional mess. It helped that our family got together at her house and honored her by having a birthday party like we always did. We  gave her little presents and had a cake with 99 years written on it. It was not sad because it represented her as she was in life, not death. 

How are you Theresa? Your Mom's birthday is coming up soon too.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 13, 2017 at 8:33pm

Bluebell how are you doing I know tomorrow the 14th will be four months.
my thoughts and prayers will be with you tomorrow :)

Comment by Theresa on June 7, 2017 at 5:39pm

Bluebell I feel the same way my dad had cancer from asbestos, they told us he would only live for 6-12 months after his diagnosis, I did not want him to suffer.  He passed on December 14, 17 years ago.

I accepted it because I knew he was ill.

My mom on the other hand was not ill, a sudden unexpected death, left my life in a completely different state.

I just was like my mom was fine how and why, but I try to lean on my faith everyday......I just don't know

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 7, 2017 at 9:20am

June 14th will be 4 months for me since Mom died. The shock has worn off, but the pain is still very much alive. It is more intense than the grief I felt when my Dad died. I do not understand that, because I loved my Dad too.

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 7, 2017 at 8:33am

the 29th. it is my second because my mom passed away December 2015 so last January was my first year for everything and the whole year was nothing but a blur

Comment by BLUEBELL on June 7, 2017 at 5:22am

My Mom's is the 19th of June and it is the first one without her. When is your Mom's Theresa?

Bluebell

Comment by Theresa on June 7, 2017 at 5:17am

Bluebell, my moms birthday is also coming up it will be the second one without her, last year when the day came I just kept busy, went to the cemmetary and before I knew it the day passed.

Everynight I wake up in the middle of the night and she is the only thing on my mind, I tell her I miss you mom I hope you know that and try to go back to sleep.

Yes grief is a roller coaster ride, I just wonder is this my life now....

How come other people just go on after a loss, but she is always on my mind.

Time shall tell I guess.

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