Tonight I was shouting at god asking why he look my sweatheart away from me. I don't even know if I do have any faith but it felt good to scream at someone or something. My faith is broken and the fact that I will never see him again totally shatters me. How can that be? Together for 40 yrs iy's like an amputation I appreciate you reaching out to me, today was hard and your kind words were welcome. i hope you begin to feel better soon but the hole in our hearts will always be there. Stay well. Beverly
Hi Kelli, I am new to this site also. I sympathize with your lost feelings, I too feel lost. I don't really know how to fill my days, the loneliness is so terrible. I hope somehow to be able to function somewhat. Right now, I just wake, sit eat something, try to nap, eat something and then bed. I can't read anything as I cannot concentrate and I stay on one page. I have lost the love of my life.
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Thank you Kelli, This may be a repeat comment but new to site and not sure you received my messages.
Tonight I was shouting at god asking why he look my sweatheart away from me. I don't even know if I do have any faith but it felt good to scream at someone or something. My faith is broken and the fact that I will never see him again totally shatters me. How can that be? Together for 40 yrs iy's like an amputation I appreciate you reaching out to me, today was hard and your kind words were welcome. i hope you begin to feel better soon but the hole in our hearts will always be there. Stay well. Beverly
Hi Kelli, I am new to this site also. I sympathize with your lost feelings, I too feel lost. I don't really know how to fill my days, the loneliness is so terrible. I hope somehow to be able to function somewhat. Right now, I just wake, sit eat something, try to nap, eat something and then bed. I can't read anything as I cannot concentrate and I stay on one page. I have lost the love of my life.
thank you the support is a great help.
Thank you Kelli. It's been 4 weeks since my husband died and I hope this grief will not always be as terrible as it is now.
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