So much hurt, pain and loneliness everyday, meds ain't working, feels like I'm sinking deeper and deeper into the darkness. No matter what I do, the pain and depression is waiting for me.

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Kevin,   Just read your post and wanted to say hello and let you know that I can relate to what you are going through right now. When I was 30, we was happily married , we had children and we were a typical American family.   Hubby worked and I stayed home  and did what  wives and Moms do. Hubby was 38,,  and diagnosed with lung cancer. in Feb.  He continued to work and they gave him radiation treatments.   He passed the 10th of September the same year. Thought my life was over and had no earthly idea what was going to happen to  my kids and myself.  After taking him back home to be buried the mountains of Eastern Kentucky, I returned to our home and felt like my world had ended, but I had our kids and knew that I was the one that was left to raise them.  With my FAITH and GOD walking by my side, I got our kids grown, and now all are married and have kids of their own.I have been there,  I have crossed over , under, around and on top  of every hurdle that one person can handle.  Was taught as a young girl. by my wonderful parents that we all are born and we start our Circle of Life.. We are born, raised  and when we are grown we have to make it on our own.   You take a small step at a time and move forward until you get over the grieving part and then you realize you are responsiable for the kids and yourself. You are strong enough to go forward and I have always remembered that nmy parents told us ine by on we will have to go back to Heaven and live with God unti everyone will reign with HIM forever an eve.   That is the hope and way  I want it to be for until GOD says it is my time to cime home. Always remember GOD is our CREATOR and HE will be with us always and for ever, if you believe and ask HIM when you need HIM...Going to send up prayers for you  and your kids  and also sned hugs to all of you......PRAISES SENT TO GOD who is waiting for us in HEAVEN...

I understand the pain all of us are going through, when is it ever going to end, it's going on four years since I lost my beloved husband, I have just come to terms with myself that it will never stop until I am with him again.

God Bless to All

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