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So this will be the first year of everything without my mom..........
This Sunday, Easter Sunday is my Birthday, without my mom.......
It's now been six months since I lost my beautiful mother and it still feels like yesterday. There is not a day that goes by where I don't cry and miss her. She was my best friend and I am completely lost and lonely without her. My friends tell me I should go one anti-depressants but I don't want to go this route. She was my world and I don't think trying to numb this with tablets is going to help as I fully expect to feel like this for a long time. She was my whole world so it stands to reason that she would leave a hole this size. All that is getting me through is the hope that I will see her again someday. I find no joy in anything anymore and everything I do reminds my of her as we were always together. I know I don't need her to survive but I miss her so badly that it physically hurts and I find everything difficult without her. The longest I was ever away from my mom was for two weeks and I am 33 years old. I would never change how close we were but I feel like my worlds collapsed because I cant talk to her. I have been on here for a while but I've never written anything before. I know how lucky I am to have had her in my life for so long but I just can't seem to work out what to do now she's gone. What do you do? I am just lost. Everybody thinks Iam coping as I go to work, look after my dad and appear to be ok - they have no idea. I worry about my dad now like a crazy person and I find it hard as I can't talk to him or my brother about my mom as they deal with it differently to me and don't want to.My thoughts go out to all of you because you can never imagine this loss until it happens to you. I am just glad sites like this exist so at least we know we are not alone. xx
This year my birthday is on Easter, that is a once in a lifetime event. My mom would be so happy. I will go to church and sit in the same spot she did each day. My heart still aches, but she used to say to me we all have to go home one day......
Just wanted to see how everyone is doing, no one has posted for a few days. I am so lonely without my mom, she was my world. I am trying to live my life as she has told me to, but its not the same without her in it. I just can't believe its been three months, I look at her picture that I have on my phone and it seems like forever since I saw her or heard her voice. In my opinion this is the most difficult time that I have ever had in my entire life.......
Thank you lovely people for sharing your love and pain....my heart is with you all.
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