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Comment by Diane on February 16, 2016 at 11:44am

Charity I feel drained and exhausted my mom will be gone 3 months the 17 of this month. I feel like you do I'm not numb anymore. Just not happy like I was, I still cry alittle everyday,

Comment by charity wolf on February 16, 2016 at 10:06am

first off I wanted to send my love to everyone on here that is hurting.....

 My Mama died one year ago last month. I am finding the start of this second year to be so brutal. I am still so exhausted. I am not numb anymore so it is all about missing her now. She was in every area of my life...this is so rough. I know I am healing but I also know that I have a long, long journey ahead.  How do all of you cope with having to work? Does anyone here feel exhausted a lot?  hug

Comment by Diane on February 15, 2016 at 6:46pm

When my mom passed , she wanted to be cremated . I got this necklace with her ashes in them , she is always with me no matter where I go she's close to my heart. She is my best friend, I miss her so much, thank s necklace is a tear drop necklace. I will never take it off.

Comment by Jean on February 8, 2016 at 12:35am

We will never ever be the same without our mothers, those of us that shared that special bond. We are all fortunate to have had that in our short lives because not everyone does. My father died 2 weeks before my 11th birthday so my mother was my rock and as of today 3 years ago I have been drifting without my rock. She left me to take care of her final wishes and it has not been easy and nobody in my little family has really understood what a very hard road that I have traveled since finding her before the nurses did very shortly after she had passed away. Every day I wonder would it have made a difference had I been there right at that precise moment? She was continuing on her journey without me and honestly I think that had I been there I would have joined her by whatever means. She was my everything. I had to tell the nurses that she had passed. She was still warm to the touch. I have regrets because there are so many that are there right when their loved pass away. Then again I do think that journey is one we make alone as when we are born into the world alone. I wish I could talk to somebody about what I think and feel but I just don't think anyone has the same emotions when the love of their lives moves on without us. Three years and still feeling so very lost. Peace to all of you.

Comment by John Doe on February 5, 2016 at 6:38pm

It's been almost 2 years.

After she died I lost something irreplaceable. My life's been over ever since then. That's all there is to say. I will continue to live in this hell... 

Comment by charity wolf on February 5, 2016 at 11:40am

Karen, I send you so much love...what helps me is knowing my Mama is still with me. I have a new intention in my life, to live the way she would want me to. Do any of these ideas help? You deserve to find some peace... You deserve to have joy my friend. I know it is hard ...hug

Comment by charity wolf on February 5, 2016 at 11:36am

thank you so much, Felicia:) I have experienced some of what you describe. I have noticed memories coming back from way into my childhood. It is a gift in this sadness, huh? Thank you for sharing with us....hug

Comment by Margie S. on February 5, 2016 at 11:30am

Hi everyone.  It has been four months since my mom left, but it still feel like it was just minutes ago.  It still hurts so much.  I talk with her everyday.  I talk with her about things we used to do together when I visited her.  I know she is with me every place I go.  It is very hard to accept that she is gone.  I love her and miss her so much.  I was just touching her dress few minutes ago, looking at her picture, kissing her picture.  It is really sad.  My heart is broken.

Comment by Felicia on February 1, 2016 at 8:52pm

Hi Charity!  Sending love and hugs your way too. Your Mama sure raised a kind and sweet girl!  A sort of amazing thing began to happen to me about two or three years after mom died.   I began to remember things long forgotten. Memories of me and Mom from way back when I was a little girl. And I can't recall ever remembering these things before Mom died. It's like the intense grieving jarred my mind, and these memories slowly started coming back. Before this, my memories were like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle scattered here and there. But then it was like some of the puzzle pieces were coming together and I started getting a clearer picture of Mom and I, and our life together, when I was younger.  I started writing these memories down. Sometimes it makes me miss her that much more, but at the same time, its comforting too.  I'm wondering if anyone else has had this happen?

Comment by Karen Cowe on February 1, 2016 at 1:42pm

My Mom has been gone now for 15 years and I still can't get over it I can't seem to move on with my life. A lot of times I find myself wishing I could die too so them we would be together again. She was my whole world and when she died a big part of me died as well.

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